beat me. 4movies in 8days
arrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. this is not how i shld be spending my life.ESP MY MONEY!!

are there any job offers out there?? please let me know of any job offers. please please please.

and if yall know of any nobody-knows-kinda places that homes homeless people too. tell me tell me. i dontknow what you call them.

xiao niang re very .......emotional.for the actresses and actors.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvP4pV3odCM

I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every woman I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear...

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
'Cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned has overturned
What can I do...

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

fang's ans is no1. mamamia. yay i know her

I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every woman I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear...

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
'Cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned has overturned
What can I do...

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

fang's ans is no1. mamamia. yay i know her

would anybody else wake up in the middle of the night to reply your messages no matter the time you message them -

the farmer killed the festive mood.
no more lights, no more reindeers,
no more celebrations, no more smiles.
just a short prayer to ask for safety in the darkness
and thanksgiving for the gift.
twenty four shackles

oh royal pain,
give me something to smile about
why are all of you the same.

i went to watch a walk to remember again. but i stopped after a while because i realised that the ache i felt during those certain times did not coincide with the previous timings.

3 thigns i took home starkly from camp. 1) i finally ran after so long from marathon. the feeling was so good 2) the picture of the starving child climbing to the un food camp with the vulture at a distance 3) - i cant rmb. let me think about it. i just rmb someone saying 'omg. i bet you wont rmb the sermon msges but this for a long time'

today was the best day of my life!done. which part of 'nobody is to talk to me' does everybody not get?!?!? argh. but thanks for your concern-s

christmas is over

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_c_MHkba5c&feature=related
aaaaah that was a good surprise...

when can i open the cover and
see the contents of it
to see what the 'real you' truly is.

my legs, my legs........... :(
will the pain earn your respect?

whoo...

"...like how we'll whack the calm ri waters come 18th nov...."
ooo... ^^ am i screwed for putting this up hahahahahah

marathon ing tmr. my secondary school dream is really gna come true :) :)
but i'm so scared i'll collapse or die or whatever. if i do please let me wear the finisher marathon 42.195km shirt.....please please.

ay i embarked on a prison break marathon and got daddy then mummy then fang hooked on it. and now they are more hardcore than me. actly, i've stopped after season 1. cos i watched reruns with different grps of them , being the nice me , instead of proceeding on my 30th km. mummy long finished 2. daddy is watching last episode of 2. omg...

heres another quote(hahahah) - if i really died you would have regretted not saying your last words.
dont be angry or however you're feeling at me anymore....

till then

today's a day of quoting.

# triciachong. says:
do you rmb
# triciachong. says:
before we entered jc
# triciachong. says:
you posted one of our convos on your blog
# triciachong. says:
that if i turn bitch you must tell me
# triciachong. says:
and if you turn nerdy i'll tell you
# triciachong. says:
something like that
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
OMG YEAH
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
HAHAHA
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
you bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
# triciachong. says:
YOU NERD

Give anything but i wont give up says:
try and join us its HOSEA haha
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
yeah man
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
ill try my best
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
work extra fast
Give anything but i wont give up says:
yeah ok. if not just get the animals around to help you
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
animals????
and the footsteps reverberate in the mind .12 says:
HAHA ok
Give anything but i wont give up says:
hahaha yeah
Give anything but i wont give up says:
sing the enchanted song
russell is THE girl. 'oh myy gosh!!!' i bet you'll 'own' me at whimpering.

WEIJIE confirmed:6[U] outing this coming Sunday 6pm bugis....... Pls spread the msg!! says:
good nite tiffy, youre the beesttttttttttttttt
this is thefirst time you're nice to me .okay second. after the email-that you sent before one of my races.

everyone is different. just like how you and i already are as you keep saying. and it does not mean that when i don't ask you things at point blank, i am not bothered about what is going on. like you, i feel that if you want me to know something, you'll just tell me straight. i don't have to keep asking you; anyway i don't even know what to ask- heck, i don't even know what's going on with your life and whatever! to be honest, sometimes i find it really tiring trying to get to you. you say 'because i do', but it doesn't seem like it at times..but i'll have you know i'm trying. because i believe that you're worth it. and i mean everything i say. i don't know if it's really just me or, there's something to you that i can't put my finger to. i'm begging you, please tell me what it is :( i'm too stupid to figure it out. have fun at msia
i doubt you'll even see this....ehhh. ohwellll

I hate it when people ask for extra paper in exams. WTF are you writing!?
Business - Public Relations

You have been invited by Bryan Kuek ( Anglo-Chinese Junior College.)

Would you like to join this group?

frm jan's facebook. hahahhahaha damn funny.

as how jy VERY aptly summarises prom night :' i paid 80 bucks to take photos'
hahah but at least it got me out of the hse. omg, i need to stay outof home to keep my sanity...

Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me

Don't be afraid,
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you
Through it all

And you can keep us apart (even a thousand
miles can keep us apart) cause my heart
is wherever you are

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?

Oh,
No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
I know I believe
That we were meant to be,
Yeah,

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (way we do) do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meOLzqtrqKM

i know i know. this is high school musical......
but i think that this song is so nice.
and esp more so because it really sounds like the song i've been looking for.
and i know why. because of that bigfatunderlinedline there...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'cos you and i were meant to be '
that 'cos you ..... to be' line sounds somewhat like this song...i wonder if that whole song's melody is like this song..

there there more clues. omg someone please have that song and send it to me.... i'm dehydrating........ gasp

now that we're not training, audreyteng you think we're allowed to msg Mr. rain god happy birthday later at 12? ;)

# triciachong. says:
i rather dance in it so that when ppl step on me i can step on them back
triciaaaaa...... hahahahha ^^ you devil.

1 Dec 08, 06:09 tricia: tifftifftifftiff you seem very loved (: is it? thanks :) you are too

29 Nov 08, 19:40 Yihui: Yo wassup tifftan! Thanks so much for celebrating tricia's bday that day. We must get together again! yeah we shld. go organise the class. i miss you! and amandaaaaaaaaaaaa. the stupid tuition girl

26 Nov 08, 02:08 CaiJing: jenna dewan is not my name tiff! awesome article by the way! seeyousoonsia HAHAHA very funny ms lee. the article is cool ay. but very tiring to read because its so long.

25 Nov 08, 14:06 jolene: FRIENDS FOREVER TIFFY BUBBLESPUFF. SEE YA THSI WEEK. ^^ butwhy you call me by that... it reminds me of school !hahahahha. i rmb walking back frm canteen one day and you shouting 'bubblespuff' in the middle of nowhere

24 Nov 08, 19:17 me: you tag on my blog like that too so TOO BAD. you using the same font as me, HAHAHA. yeahhhhhh eh girl. i'm older than you xp and it's okay for you to have the same name as me... every younger girl wants to emulate her elder sis. and when you come back, hi.

22 Nov 08, 21:18 min*: tiff! that style of writing is called allegorical writing, continuous metaphors! haha. how have you been?! exams are soo done and over with! heh (: YEAH :D and about the offer you made during bel's birthday, i will take it if its still up......... i'm home now and thought about what you said and realised why you suddenly said that. i thought you found out sth i did wrong. hhahah oops. and that allegorical fact thing is damn cool

21 Nov 08, 16:32 samantha: hello((((: i met you at vivo yesterday hahahaha hi! SAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D hello hello hello. so cool . see pro runner having a normal life, hanging out at candy empire. whoooooo =p

21 Nov 08, 02:01 vicki: yep i dont mind boringness! ;P lol love tiff! VICKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

20 Nov 08, 21:54 Dan: Hi 5 russell peters 0.0!! :D yay! daddy is bringing us to langkawi ! wherever that is. whatever that is ! but i must be excited. PRISON BREAK. it's like family bonding time activity. i'm glad to share the love....... ;D it's one of the rare things in this world that gets me on the edge of my seat every time i watch it. even though it's not my first time watching it. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i'm gng mad >:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqR8DFtnHH0
oh myyyyy i like that video so much x)
just that the idea taken from the other video about the small boy who was thought to be 'crazy' or sth was actly painting a big picture........copycat.kiss the rat.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNJUmYs6CbQ ^^ hes such a good singer. respect.he was so funny on the guessthelyrics show. and i sound so obsessed. i'm not.

WHAT THE *#!)@_#(!)@(!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcR90T8PqCs&NR=1 shit. i hear that everyday.; USED TO. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuwIsc18qa8&feature=related I LOVE RJC. the raffles, song : dfkajsdkladflksdf

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuwIsc18qa8&feature=related awwwwwwwww. first time i danced with boy. and last.

:D

i feel stupid saying this. but im being very stupid by being here already doing whtever im doing.

i am looking at photos and getting exponentially pissed off as i look at each one of them... so why then am i still looking at it?!them !>?

aiyoooooooooo :( hate this hate this hate this i knew things 'd come to this but i still didnt do anything about it then. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee > : (

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDadO8xKBEQ&feature=related

aww...i wanna watch it again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gx1YQD3AJUk

ryan is soooooo cute. note:cut the number of times i say that word to him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NslUYR4UpNE

frm a...a classmate.
London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense
'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years.

He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:

• Knowing when to come in out of the rain;
• why the early bird gets the worm;
• life isn't always fair;
• and maybe it was my fault.
  

Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place...

Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children.

It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student; but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims.
Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust; his wife, Discretion; his daughter, Responsibility; and his son, Reason.

He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers; I Know My Rights, I Want It Now, Someone Else Is To Blame, and I'm A Victim.

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.
If you still remember him, pass this on.

If not, join the majority and do nothing.'

quite cool style of writing. omgggggggggggg i need to read. RECOMMEND ME GOOD BOOKS.

a levels are over. and so i'm going back to do what i lived for for the past 6 years.but referring to the former sentence, (about it being over), i don't dare go back. after 3yrs i'm supposed to be very confident and go 'i did my best!' when asked....right?
but i had a dream about --- two nights ago. it was crazy ass #*()@# scary. maybe cos friend was talking ab0ut him to me just before i slept...whatever, it was still #*@()@ scary.

what the shiiiiiiiiiiiiit. how come i got no email about farewell :( xp i must disturb raina and danielle IF I'M INVITED about two years ago's 'we didnt manage to get a date when all of us could make it down' non existant farewell.

and I'm super free and getting poorer by the days. RECOMMEND ME GOOD JOBS (curlywurlyequalsign good money). i promise to be a very spirit lifting employee and hardworking and .okaythats enough.

jenna dewan is pretty.

i can say with pretty much confidence that for people, or rather certain of them like me, church friends will be the most stable ones and close to us. because we grow up together, we ( are kinda forced to) meet once a week, we talk about life concerning issues, we debate and disagree ( or agree) with each other on our views of certain stuff ...the environment setting is different lah. but i think the first two points are stronger than the rest.

to be hoenst i'm struggling to maintain like some sort of 'excitement' level kinda now and it's getting a bit tiring... but friend seems not to mind boring ness. do you??? :) ~.~ that's a zzz i'm starting to switch off cos i'm so ~~~ i'm scared something happens between us in future and we stop being friends .

as how grace puts it ,' mid life crisis' .
i'm gna die at 36 ....... hahahahha.grah

HHAHAA my sec1 hero. russell peters http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxbrXD0kgrQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbeLGqvpQDw&feature=related ahhhh! hahahahhaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8PBF5h-9Qg&feature=related
which reminds me. according to my cousins, i destroyed the morale of a guy called christianchua at bday before his show. EMAIL TO APOLOGISE.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7fNXeTZ6FQ&feature=related

you were there for me to bring me through a's ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8phK_YIRNs

i am eighteen and i am done with school.

ohyeah. elvinng is getting more charming... hahahha
and feliciachin is getting better withher matured look.
and shi xiong di is nice,reminds me of primary school days.

(i'm taking a break like econs teacher said. 1hr. i'm gna study after ah)


affirm me history won't repeat
anew, possible cleansing
a possible novel to be written msymi

i am going out of the close

the way i see things
through the binoculars
they don't look too pretty...

tables, chairs, uniforms, new teachers
battling against a looming nicolecolesfuturemaid future
with just a 30cents pen
i will face them like a thief faces the bright avenue

but for the sake of a lesser than dark future
i will whack.
like how we'll whack the calm ri waters come 18th nov....

papmam, hold your reins, wait for me alright.

OMGGGGGGGGG. i feel like crying. the only other times i received so many msges were during natls and my bday. thank you yall ! :):):) =/ i rather it be nationals tmr hands legs face down.

sir: give me some egs as to how the internet has advanced.
student: email , msn, pod casts ....
sir: yes youtube too and what's that... head book?
(for me) .....
randomstudent: facebook?
sir: yes that
HAHAHHA

http://www.lyricsdownload.com/fm-static-tonight-lyrics.html

to the world, till then.
please still be my friend and don't neglect me :( it's a fear.) especially after returning from the plaza

diffraction is the apparent bending of waves when it faces by an obstruction.

2 marks can?
or 3... since got many cheem words like apparent and obstruction. diffraction. all 3 syllabus. tiffarnie. another three. yessssss.....! ma ji teh. another 3 syllabus. i'm good. it's soon to bid thee farewell....

31 Oct 08, 18:07 Natalieeee: HEY TIFF! hahahahahahah ohemgee what's with "ruth". anyway God bless for your As, I know they're coming soon hahaha:D heyhey.. ha.. i've been hanging out with her quite a bit lately cos a few of us goes over to study. and i guess she likes me but is shy to profess it. youre natalie from church right?? or the my age one from fairfield...!aiyo so confusing.... thanks anw ;)

30 Oct 08, 21:34 junlong: the book nice right!!!! the book you gave me for my bday? YES. but i've yet to read it. that guy is cool man. then again, all runners are. or at least running makes people seem so. makes me miss running so much. the book that is

29 Oct 08, 23:03 Ruth: Hello four-year-old, you'd better study and keep studying, have lots of fun studying, Ruth loves you (kind of...), and there is really no need to be so excited about a tag..... YOU FORGOT.... 'four year old...ER FRIEND . i am starting to grow a lot of pimples.............. :( and AY. it's not just 'a tag'. its a tagmessage from you leh..... :) that was my first time doing it. i said it in a fit of rashness and when i think about it now....haiyoh... then again it's a sacrifice i took, and am willing to take. i'm gng into isolation for the next two weeks. -, will you accept me the crude way i am if things don't work out? besides yushof ishak, you're the next one i fear ..

"beneath this facade, you are ,after all, human." ......



for once, i'm speechless.

it is not like i've nothing to say.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wskT6YfVB6E
hahahahhaha . i'm not looking forward to christmas almost as much as that video suggests.\i'm not lookingforward to aft a's actly. then itll be no excuse for me to settle everything up that barrel > : \

i kill you hahah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kXOg23pGeA
HAHA.

i really shld have treasured my time in crosscountry :(

Paperthin Hymn
Anberlin

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
Laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

i'm actly hesitant to put this up.because of the 'hymn' and 'praise ye the lord' phrases... if they are blasphemy please tell me i'll take this down.
other than that i really like this song/ ill be honest i dont get the true essence of this song because, i suck at inference. with two wks to a's, i still regret dropping lit...

debbie, now that you know what kind of boys i go for, dont snatch from me ah ;) HAHA. and i dont know what sci pracs youre talking abt !??!?! i heard your usa room is a MESS. tsk tsk... rmb to come back to sg with more jokes :)

hello seet. how did you know he was making fun of you to me?i didnt say anything...he said everything. hahahah which was super funny. eh next time take us for a ride! i wanna witness firsthand policeman asking for your ic and the disbelief on his face hahahahahahha.

i'mbeingan ass today. well....by doing what i'm doing, 'after a lvls' will come longer than 1 mth. will it help elevate matters ?

justsyk, i got the 'too hard on yourself' phrase from someone else using it on me. and when you said all those, i see my thoughts being amplified.

dead woman: i have to return back to earth to settle some matters!
dead reverend: why do you want to go up there when everyone's dying to get down here! ?

hahaha.

';i love you but youre not mine to be.'
aww man..

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?Tell me,ah,ah,ah,are you patient,understanding?Cause I might need some time to heal the holes in my heart and II've tried every remedy And nothing seems to work for meBaby, (baby)this situation is driving me crazyAnd I really wanna be your ladyBut the one before you left me soDamaged, (damaged )Damaged (damaged )I thought I should let you know That my heart isDamagedSo DamagedAnd you can blame the one beforeSo how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix itHow you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?Do Do you know how to patch up a wound?Tell me,are,are,are,are you patient,understanding?Cause I might need some time to heal the holes in my heart and IYou try to gain my trustTalking is not enoughActions speak louder than wordsYou gotta show me somethingMy heart is missing some piecesI need this puzzle put together againDamaged,( damaged )Damaged ( damaged )I thought I should let you know That my heart isDamaged ( so damaged )So DamagedAnd you can blame the one beforeSo how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix itHow you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)Can you fix my h-e-a-r-tCause it d-a-m-a-g-e-dCan you fix my h-e-a-r-t

what a song....................

http://ietv.co.uk/2008/03/06/a-walk-to-remember/ JESSENICHOLASKUMARCHAN! heres's the link for a walk to remember.

anw, jan youwere the 'younger than me' person i was talkinga bt last time...(on that agitated sounding post). now you know what you can do to me.

i've been thinking about it.. yeah ,i'm not worthy to be called one.

i'm not worth it.

how should i redeem myself

and to be honest, when i think abt other fellow runners and know of their stories-of disappearing/fading away from the competition scene, for whatever reasons, my heart aches.

.
j2farewellassembly was i cant rmb. i just rmb the crazy girls i hang out with PRANCING on poor griffles upon laying their hands on him.HAHAHAHA. poor j1 boy. he sounded so traumatised. it was *#(@)#*(@ hilarious i was laughing my guts out i couldn't summon enough energy to join in the terrorising. ahahhaha (they were) like a bunch of out of control children all hell break loose whn they lay eyes on their next target at a carnival.

but the song we sang, our batch song thing, it brought back hell lot of memories man...from j1.mostly before i transferred class. i was in a dominated rg/ri environmentbut they were still good times...they were part of the nice harmless pple in their secschs. and during orientation, audrey and thaddeus were always 10 feet away so it was easy to disturb them..

I MET A SUPER CUTE BOY TODAY after sv j2farewell.(wow, been a long time since i went to westmall) he's -(shows four fingers ), mummy says 'shou liang ke qi lai', (down to two fingers)- two years old! he even has a yandao pose. he has nice eyes. gna be a handsome boy. but most imptly, he stays opp church.... ;) see, theres worth in persisting on churchgoing.

(hahahah jkjk. srysrysry)

anw that song was 'meant to be' by liberty x.

s said i sound mean in my replies to the person on the tagboard. so. sry , got no space to put emotions...

i spent the whole night looking for something in my room. i was so frantic i was on the verge of tears. i cursed -, cursed myself for being so damn stupid..... whoa my whole world went upside down. i retorted against my mum when she came into my room and didnt bother to apologise. i didnt even turn to look at her while she was talking to me.

i lost the prize i got for winning that only one competition. ha....

oh well.i found it. and i'm so relieved. but the lostness of it was so overwhelming that the relieved ness was kinda negligible....

and ,well, while recovering frm that, i talked to some friend who sounded so pissed off at me. and YOU. YOU again....you did it again.argh...

does anyone of you get affected when someone shoots you a pissed off look?

:(

i sound so emo, bitchy...wtv. basically a typical post i frowned upon...(past tense cos it was only last time i went ard kpo ing abt other pples lives so i can laugh at them)..but .... sigh, maybe i know how those girls felt then... conclusion : receiving such treatment and feeling like this every other day sucks!... unless of course youre dramatising your life. if you are, back to what i've felt towards yall, losertwkdkfl! haha kidding :)

i feel better now. because i just got an update on deb's united states life. and it sounds extremely exciting.i feel so happy FOR YOU! DEBBIE LAMMMMMMMMMMM. i was thinking abt you this afternoon anw =p i sound so les but whatever. I MISS YOU DEBBIE. ARE YOU HERE? DO YOU HEAR ME? the one who condemned me to hell =x hahahahahah jkjkjkjk..... omg i'm kidding ah. hahahah.
..
maybe all this shit i'm receiving now is self inflicted........
that's why i feel that my future husband must be more authoritative than me. HA.

i've not heard this in a long while : long run. long run long run long run... no not long run cost curve or whatever the word is. but just the blatant words : long run.

i was having dinner this evening at a pizza place that had fantastic chicken wings. anyway, an old song suddenly came to mind. but the only line and tune to the song that came was

cos you and i were meant to be.

i have no heck of an idea what the before and after might sound like. but thanks to technology, i went to yahoo.com it . and found a gazillion and one different song lyrics with that one phrase
'cos you and i were meant to be'.

i went through seas and mountains, pressing a gazillion websites then selectively cancelling windows when i didnt think the rest of the song lyrics fit... and finally came down to this one song with these specific lyrics that seem actly rather lame...maybe that's how falling in love is like=/ BUT ANYWAY,

i dno if this is actly the song that i sang in my head. and i so badly want to hunt down this song that suddenly pop into my head while i was having my chicken wings.... (almost as bad as i wanna know who that stupid anonymous caller was . if youre here, quick tell me who you are!but i've done my fair share of hunting and i dont really care so this aint on top of my list now... )THIS SONG IS ON TOP OF MY LIST.

the problem now is that ,i have this set of lyrics which i think is the song that i'm searching for. but i've internet-alised high and low and dry for it to no avail. then i rmb technology and invention of blogs. so i'm gna post the lyrics here and if any of you ever have this song, please send it to me!!!!!!! thanks .give you one smiley in advance -> :)

At 2am
I'm driving home from being with you
Playing back our favourite song
Turn it up
Wonder if you're listening too

Know it's late but I gotta call
Cos I know You'll be there
Whenever I'm hurting
Whenever I fall

And the love that we share
Did it happen by chance
Or was there something more?

Cos you and I were meant to be
It maybe was our destiny
Staying together
Is a certainty
Like the sun and the rain
Like the night and the day
We were meant to be

2am and I'm still thinking of you
I can't get you off my mind
When you call to say you're missing me too
Wish that you were here tonight
Do you know I'll be there
Whenever you're hurting
Whenever you fall
And the love that we share
Did it happen by chance
Or was there something more?
Cos you and I were meant to be
It maybe was our destiny Staying together Is a certainty Like the sun and the rain Like the night and the day We were meant to be I remember When I first laid eyes on you I knew you were the one for me I knew you were the one I don't know how to explain it But it's plain to see That you and I were meant to be It maybe was our destiny Staying together Is a certainty Like the sun and the rain Like the night and the day You and I were meant to be It maybe was our destiny Staying together Is a certainty Like the sun and the rain Like the night and the day You and I were meant to be It maybe was our destiny Staying together Is a certainty Like the sun and the rain Like the night and the day We were meant to be

thanks!
when m and r talk abt r-ing.... suddenly this one last mth to a levels doesnt seem so crucial =/ after all i am a girl and i dont intend to go uni next yr ..... arafjakldfjaksdfj. stop it.

on a side note,
happy birthday beverly ,maverick ,cedric! :) bev said we can earn a lot of money if we sell the photo we took just now cos the latter-est guy is in there. hahahah that was funny.

OMG. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA. that's on the person who saw janell running across the road the other day. haha!

human says:
a kid who can drive
human says:
sigh
human says:
i bet the cops are gonna pull him over someday
human says:
and when he shows them his driving licence their going to arrest him
human says:
for having a fake id

is this for real?.....

that is some 'frozen sea' thing

... But we tend to forget that our parents have sacrificeda lot for our sake to see us happy, so it is our responsibility toensure that their dreams are realized and what they failed to see whenthey were young, it is our responsibility to ensure that theyexperience all those ...

i found this story rather interesting:

One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job.His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him.He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration.Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed:'Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You havetold me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how.It is not fair Lord. I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done against me and I shouldn't have to forgive. As perfect as your way is Lord, this one thing I cannot do, for I don't know how to forgive. My anger is so deep Lord, I fear I may not hear you, but I pray that you teach me to do this one thing I cannot do - Teach me To Forgive.'As he knelt there in the quiet shade of that old oak tree, he felt something fall onto his shoulder. He opened his eyes. Out of the corner of one eye, he saw something red on his shirt.He could not turn to see what it was because where the oak tree had been was a large square piece of wood in the ground. He raised his head and saw two feet held to the wood with a large spike through them.He raised his head more, and tears came to his eyes as he saw Jesus hanging on a cross. He saw spikes in His hands, a gash in His side, a torn and battered body, deep thorns sunk into His head. Finally he saw the suffering and pain on His precious face. As their eyes met, the man's tears turned to sobbing, and Jesus began to speak.'Have you ever told a lie?' He asked?The man answered - 'yes, Lord.''Have you ever been given too much change and kept it?'The man answered - ' yes. Lord.' And the man sobbed more and more.'Have you ever taken something from work that wasn't yours?' Jesus asked?And the man answered - 'yes, Lord.''Have you ever sworn, using my Father's name in vain? 'The man, crying now, answered - 'yes, Lord.'As Jesus asked many more times, 'Have you ever'? The man's crying became uncontrollable, for he could only answer - 'yes, Lord.'Then Jesus turned His head from one side to the other, and the man felt something fall on his other shoulder. He looked and saw that it was the blood of Jesus. When he looked back up, his eyes met those of Jesus, and there was a look of love the man had never seen or known before.

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend

Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close,
So close...
And still so far

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsuvCZvE3pE&feature=related ( argh. lost that cd)

"(while running today, i was ) thinking how like i wont be running competitively anymore and that's abt the fastest i can get for the rest of my life ...."

shit. the feeling sucked bad. i had to relive some crosscountry joy so i talked to a random runner. (but also cos i would make him not continue accelerating... ha. potential man.only sec one.) he's very fast for a high jumper... unless ive slowed down till as fast as a fat blob.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2alGJHvsJ8

i think their voices are good!
thanks weijie :D

*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
i subscribe to the girls channel already
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
damn she has alot of suscribeers >;(
yelena ): says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
wad
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
:(
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
then she keep singing with guys
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
tsk
yelena ): says:
AHHAHASHAHAHAH
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
why ar eu so amused?

that's weijie. AHHAHA. hes such a .... =.= ...i have liability to put this up without yr permission cos i'm gna be as old lao ah pek as you tmr

at least this one aint as bad as those (in jan's words) twit and 'Victory sign' and big eyes and small mouth like that -> O.O and all. actly i think she kinda is. even so, doesn't matter. he likes such girls.

EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! >.<

jerk. i hate that school so stop checking out their -!

for what it's really worth...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsnK_4IWBWc&feature=related

on a side note, in lieu of all the weird phrases i use with a lack of second thought on it;s appropriateness - i got 29/50 for gp essay....!! i'm happy i went times 5. okay. time, you can stop now ha ha

noooo the last days of my youth is here.
i might go back on my 'when i'm 18 no more childishness'

gragra sent me emails to commemorate it.

and i'm feeling rather accomplished.

i watched mamamia which was in arvind's terms damn fairyyyyy :)
i went window shopping . a lot = my legs ached more than when i went to walk w santa claus
i walked the bridge i've been looking at since march or so
i went to kentridge
i sent the most smses in two days than i think i've sent in the last week
i've read one book. in the midst of another, WHICH JANELL I DIDNT WANT TO BUT IT WAS JUST LYING THERE AND I WAS ALONE, borrowed another.
i studied TODAY :D i went back to sch tdy.but i realised i wasn't the only one...
i finally went into harvard library. whoa, seriously man, the ri library is super nice. if i were a boy i'd go thr frm now on to study. it's so homely and beautiful and lovely and all things fairytaley. so much for getting stuck in the rain with libraryauntie and getting invited 'anytime! you all are always welcomed :)' ...zz oh well, it was nice while it lasted.
am gng running this sunday.
am gng back to sch tmr!! argh.
am gng to labrador park with sundaysch.

it is true, they say that these internet stuff are a convenient place to load off memory for easy ref in future. i rmb why i started this rawk thing. cos when i wrote down stuff last time, i could take up to 2hrs plus.

ive sth to share... okay i just will. since i rmb daily visitors. when i was in sec2, i met a friend i've not seen for abt 2-3yrs. thn (apparently he liked me last time) when he got off the bus, he accidentally left his wallet behind. (my friends say he purposely did so though which seems more like it) so we had to meet up to pass it back. but that was it, he wanted lunch and all but i just went off with my friends. hahahaha i think it was really horrid of me but i didnt care. i didnt know what he saw in me. most of you must have seen my ezlink...hahaha.and apparently a lot of girls think hes v goodlooking.which i didnt think so AT ALL. hahaha. we stopped talking aft he got a girlfriend and all. k that's it. just an anecdote to make yall laugh. or maybe not. but it's a funny memory of mine. and i suddenly thought of him. i dno whr the heck he is now..left sch in sec2 and all. aiyoh. therefore, dont mess with the school system if not your long lost friends will not be able to contact you again. ha

OHMYGOODNESS K I KNOW. i think i can account for guys with long nice fingers. it's either gta do with psp or computer games or anything with fingers. gosh, the man at the mrt...his fingers sure move fast.

i sent an sms to the j1 crossers to ask them out. it's really so funny to see their responses
ruiyong was the one that offered to go out first
danielle said ,' i'll be there'
raina said ,' sorry we've ____'
susu said ,' thanks, let me check whether we've ___ then i'll get back to you'
samuel ' ah! ! ! got ___! maybe we go after? ! ' (i just rmb it was v exclaimed and excitedsounding)

i want to say sth nice about janell. but i can't think of anything. she s not showing any emotion now, because she agrees and has nth against that. HA. chris say sth. janell is the only person who while speaking v seriously etc can expect a damn kiampa reply. but guess what i'm funny so she laughs. when she looks at me with those -_- faces, i know it's all a facade. she appreciate my jokes and think i'm bloody funny. whats wrong with laughing at siblings' jokes? especially if shes funny

HAHAHA. sigh, in such circumstances i still can't help laughing. amanda is the best. oi. before you go harvard come find me first okay. i

wills top. i gta meet audrey and alvin at harbourfront at 6pm. and i'm still unchanged.

one of my primary school class photo

so fat. wahhh nvr run for 3 weeks become fat like marshmellow.

BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so wat book did ya read
yelena says:
poisonstudy
yelena says:
fantasy
yelena says:
i actly enjoy it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so im guessin tat - is frm poison study?
yelena says:
you shld have taken lit
yelena says:
shes the protagonist
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahaha wah sia la
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
big word protagonist all
yelena says:
aiyah
yelena says:
gotta match up to your intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahah why thank u for recognising this genius' talents
yelena says:
it's too big to go unnoticed
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
tats true
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
sometimes i jus feel tat i cant hold in my intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so for the sake of evryone
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
i try my best to control it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
gets rather hard at times

hahahah.

bala. i gna talk gd abt you sia. uh....... actly i think abt you and i think abt your 'eh mate. dont miss me too much ah. next time you see me (after cts) i'm gna be out of the bottom4league alr.' #@()#@ unmaintainable. selittttttttttttttttttttt. okay nth else to say alr. west side sign. hahaa

for the first time in the longest time, i kept tossing and turning in bed. i couldn't slp. i knew i needed to but i didnt want to (but i did). and for the same reason i'm up tonight.

i talked to nat today. (it's a good time. i had some meaningful , deep, proper , non-nonsensical conversations which satisfy my whatever. and i caught up with many old friends today being online. i'm grateful people still acknowledge my presence. )

i like yelena's spirit. i really like how she can detach her emotions and physical pain away from whatever situation she is in.

for these. whatever i'm feeling now-i'm not gna bother myself abt them. i'm gna get over this phase and i'm gna move off. i'm not gna try ,give possible prospects a chance anymore. forget it.not gna take mychances anymore

i knew that when i gave up trying, it will not only be for this one exceptional case. it will cause a domino effect. cos i look at another person and i see myself going towards the door of the same road as before.

i'm still waiting for a email replies from bus boy and from llam.

in no way related to them but .yeah how i met them 2 is very cool (&maybe freaky) so i wanna make friends with them.

18 Sep 08, 13:04ben: dont so stress can. i sit next to you i oso stress

good that i give off positive aura.
prelims was (i'm doing this for you so you
wont send me to the you know where.hahaa jkjk sry) ____ cos most of the time i sit in between ben and xuemeng ,the top 5 students in 6u. so it's damn stressful cos when i'm still on pg 1 they are alr on the 3rd pg. but i feel very smart too cos like you soak the smart aura kinda.

18 Sep 08, 01:13dan c: hey its ur bday soon right??

huh no. over already...so off leh you. so sad. who are you anw ha small daniel from church?

13 Sep 08, 22:42grace!: i'm worse i'm not doing 42km stan chart cos i'm not 18!? haha unlike someone who's turning 18 sooooon. ok next year maybe =)

okay. if we're still friends next year hahaha

8 Sep 08, 15:04debbielam: tiffanytannnnnnnnnnnnnn, how are you? i miss you soooooo much! are you okay and doing good? i'll try to email you real soon okay? Take care.Loooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

:) one night(rather long ago :P), i was lying around and i thought about you. and how i couldnt sms you then i felt kinda lonely and sad. but then again if you were here, you'd not reply me. hahahahha walao. i still rmb taht one afternoon i was feelign.... aiyo. nvm. 2mths 23days 13hrs more and you'll be back :):)

7 Sep 08, 21:57henry: hi meimei. thanks for remembering my birthday but it's on the 8th. Still have time to send an sms to wish me. haha. Take good care.

oops sry. time waits for no man, didnt wait for me too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

6 Sep 08, 21:23-yl: haha i actually believe u when i read it. shucks!. damn dumb. ahhaa!.

it's okay, it's okay... i still friend you! hahahaa kidding. i stupid.

6 Sep 08, 17:20renuka: tiff! my parents just reminded me term4 was starting soon, so all e best with prelims. Hang in there and don't stress, and rmb big picture is A levels

renuka! thanks :) how are you doing man??? oh anw sq left mg alr. cat high's coach alan koh is coaching them now...

6 Sep 08, 12:56Yihui (TEO!): Hey Tiffany! all the best for your prelims! See you with ms Teo next wk XD

ya right... liar liar pants on fire.

5 Sep 08, 16:52tricia: no lah not entirely. hahaha. just the stuff about nitroschool gives us.

thanks for organising the date we're supposed to have as aforementioned though it s not gna take place.

5 Sep 08, 13:57racheltan: hello.

hey fang.


raechelle called me manly. hahahahahhahahah. ay, that means i've joined the cool mixed school group alr right???? ;) no longer in the childish act cute girls sch eeeew grp. SUP.

whose line is it anyway?

aw... wanted to upload a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr funny (if you dont find 'twitch' picture funny, THIS IS ONE I WANT T UPLOAD IS THE ONE ) .for amanda though you dont come here. but i see that picture and i see you. the pervertic smile and sexy pose ...

speaking of which. if i weren't a christian...i think i won't just like guys alone. k nevermind. the end.

darn.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iuy1GSYoOr8

just when i thought the olympics was about the most exciting and inspiring thing in the world ,i discover the paralympics.

reminds me of an invitational rg swim meet relay when a few paralympic swimmers competed before us. i was v awestrucked then too.

paraylmpics super nice to watch. for lack of a btr word

happy 19th anniversary daddy&mummy.

i hate it that youre younger than me but still have 'power' over me. i hate it. i hate it. stop it -whatever shit youre doing to me. cant you be gentler or just nicer..... >:( :(:( i hate myself that i let you get to me. i tried to think about what youre doing to me and how you inflict this on me...but i rather not. thinking abt it infuriates me even more. so YOU. STOP THIS NONSENSE OF YOURS. i'm not willing to accommodate your nastyness.

i'd say sec4 was my peak year. in running, studies, sociality, emotionally, spiritually. whoa, that was the year man... not that it was good all the way. but the downs were good sharpening experiences for me that helped me to go higher.if you know what i mean

give me more good songs to escape to.


if we were still friends, i'd ask you to watch this : http://ietv.co.uk/2008/03/06/a-walk-to-remember/

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craaaaaaaaaaaaaap. arrrggg go away! you nasty thing. discriminationnnnnnn. xp

aiyah not like i'll go also. i've better things to do in life. hmmm

oh well.ha. i had a chocolate eclair ytd.........it was heavenly. i only took one because i knew i had to share the love- thatwas my fair share of hosting and so i didn't do intentional befriending...unlike someone...ha.

anw yesterday was also a day i learnt that PICTURES DON'T SPEAK OF YOUR BEAUTY.
when i first saw her, wow. as how huahua will put it stunned, awestruck dot dot dot...... nah. not that exaggerated but she's much prettier than i thought her to be!not that i was thinking about her the days preceding ytd.

i jogged/walked for about 50min yesterday.and did my whole yesterday away. i couldn't study AT ALL after that. okay i only did 4 math qns when i'm supposed to have done 100000. i suck i suck. OMG TALKING ABOUT THIS.

adfasjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg. my 4year long dream :( DASHED. i told myself after j2 natls i;ll save up and sign up for the stanchart marathon, get the FINISHER shirt and gloat.
but no. there's youth camp smacked in the middle so i cant run for that. and no, that ain't the worst part cos IT'S THE MALAYSIA !?!?!? so i can't pon the preachings.to go for the run.

oh well. life's like that. it gives you a dream, a hope that keeps you going ,something to strive for, to bring meaning to all the shit youre going through. then whack you in the head when the something is in your reach. or so you think.

and during j1 orientation stupid angeline was wearing the marathon shirt. i knew she was a fraud! 'my friend kope d for me. hehehehee you want? ' !waht audacity. hahaha i'm such an idiot.

the comic thing on top (i dno how to bring it down) is DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARN funny. hahahahahhahahahahahaha. reminds me of rachel ng and jan's friend shanky, shangkai.hilarious people. i'll admit i don't understand some of the comics. but here's another that i understand! http://xkcd.com/298/

LIVERPOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! GO FOR IT. SHOW NO MERCY. JUST SOME LITTLE DEVIL KIDS. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :) ay, i watched them for a bit two weeks back.. and that was it. i could only watch them for a bit and it was too much for me to take. BUCK UP LAH........ and fyi. nobody else unless you support liverpool can say that. thanks.

okay done my fair share of ranting. hahahaa i think i sound so cynical but really, when it's 11.40am in the morning you can't blame the person!

it feels dumb to leave things hanging now.
but what seemed to matter
now cease to exist
i got to go my own way.

Second Chance faberdrive

I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I
don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I
don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)

Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.







i think tt he has a nice voice

the last time i fell out with someone was in sec3
with a logical lead up. and whatever.



it's the season of revisiting old actions whatever thing.damnit.
whatever. waste my time



it's amazing how one can keep other pples' contacts for 2 yrs without even contacting them... i was so touched by her sms. still am .shes one of the most sincere person i've met in my life
if this was the compre qn, i'm choosing to remain the 'anonimity' because i'm scared people might get jealous... ha



















gp was damn bad. and i hate myself for not being able to be as angry as i shld be

:
all i can say is wat you did the past yr plus in JC is alr done and dusted! stop harbouring over it and really do your best this last 2 months! give it your best..
says:
it may or may not be enough but most importantly is you're giving it your best shot.

for the first time in three mths two days ago

as my chopsticks were abt to cross, i didn't refrain my fingers and
consciously let it do so

Girlfriend's Parents
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.
Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex.
At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"
The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.
A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down.
10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.
Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."
The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist."

ow....... ha ha.

been thinking about running and interschool cross quite a bit lately... the competition, competitors, atmosphere, ... can't believe 5 yrs (if you count my nonexistant sec1 yr, then 6) of crosscountry has come to an end. looking back, i'm glad and very thankful for mr ng's pressurising in sec1. if running can be seen as somebody, it's sth that i have an extreme love-hate relationship with. i'm suffering from withdrawal symptons now.... arrrg. crap... this is immature. > :(

after john's exam his father asks for his report card . 'my friend borrowed it'
'he wants to use it to scare his parents'
hahha

i rmb doing the opp in sec sch. brought home smartyfriend's one to make mummy happy for a while

arrg gta stop this. cat lang is getting into my head -.-
but super funny. vicki rmb she said 'to get used to the language you gta be flexible' hahha

happy birthday catherine chang fei shan!
i shld call you mark from now on...mmmmmmmm :)
oh anyway since your birthday is over; when jolene msged us, i had an ingenius plan. we treat you to ri food since you were craving for it the day before.. then while youre eating we'll gather all of your small and 'cute' ri boys to sing you a bday song. then maybe like we treat them to lunch too and in return let you squeeze their cheeks. hahahhaha i'm kidding abt the cheeks part. but the former, i really meant it. can totally imagine the girls, except you since youre just supposed to ogle at e kids =x, gathering all the little boys and playing with them.....

oooohmy i'm shuddering at that thought XP eeeeeeeeeeeeee. reminds me of the 156 person we talked abt just now. ha

love you catcat!

Only Hope
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
http://evanistako.blogspot.com/2007/09/mandy-moore-extraordinary.html

aww i wanna watch a walk to remember again...

does true love still stand in this cynical, jaded world?
i know people who still believes in it.

21 Aug 08, 21:57 ben: how did the pencil appear in my pocket? amazing stuff how the paper appeared in your specs case also right... dont you know yr class full of david blanes whatever the spelling
20 Aug 08, 21:01 vivi: titi! HAHA the birthday thg was really funny ;P &we just eye concon-ed and knew what each other were thinking/laughing abt lol love uu!! ;) it was super funny. and i don't think i ever had the chance to say it because I'd have caught it by then... you've an extremely contagious laughter
20 Aug 08, 02:17 CaiJing: i know the answer to the joke before you revealed it! haha. anyways all the best to your papers!! i love olympics thanks jingjing :) only people like you can guess it lah! rmb the seaweed joke?!?!?!??! that was... the best lah. don't know what to say about that !!! At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who is mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following story: Shay and I walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps. I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.' Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base,and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher. The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball. The smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay' Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!' As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team. 'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'. Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day! i had a dream the other day. and i talked to the preacher guy today . even though i'm no dream pro analyst and though the pg asked ,' so do you come to this church? just joined recently?' .......... (I'm what people would call a 'born Christian' fyi) i conclude that theres hope for the world. and I'm not gonna be as jaded as i was. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzSpPaCIG0g http://www.freewebs.com/pestnotes/ - math help from rj society. http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jack_s-mannequin-lyrics/dark-blue-lyrics.html that boxed up my whole night. ... i have to unload this. my dream was... i got into an accident.a minor one with severe injuries -.- me being paralysed and disfigured , weak, strapped onto the bed by helplessness . i saw all of my loved ones , people who matter a lot to me.... and then i teared. does something like this have to happen to me to get people to show love and concern to me? heck. do things like these have to happen to my loved ones to get me to show my love and concern to them? ... I think about it and I can provide no model answer for that . this complacent thing is destroying me. and my pl . ha..

And so I want to start by giving one piece of advice to the men: when you've already won her heart, you don't need to win every argument. Marriage is considered one milestone of life. Some of you may already be married. Some of you may never be married. Some of you will be married. Some of you will enjoy the experience so much, you will be married many, many times. Good for you.

The next big milestone in your life is today: your graduation. The end of education. You're done learning. You've probably been told the big lie that "Learning is a lifelong process" and that therefore you will continue studying and taking masters' degrees and .................


Birthday Alert

-'s birthday is almost here!
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HAHAHAHAH. vivi and i laughed our heads off. eh you play ,more snake :D

was reading an email from about3/2 yrs ago

and completely didn't understand why that friend was feeling
dejected and speechless and hurt etc

but now i completely understand the emotional turmoil friend went through.
if only you knew

today was a good day ,i think it really helped that i had an hour plus nap the night before on top of my sleepingearlier than 12am sleep.

vicki and i are similar in so many ways man. except for the 6a1s part =p

just watched zach&cody, its usually abt them two creating havoc in the hotel but today it had some 'teenage crap' in it. but it was still so funny and cuteeeee.
zach's 12, he crushes mady whos 15.

(mady unknowingly ditched zach while approaching the guy she likes. then she kena ditched too =x_
mady: i'll consider going out with you when you're older maybe..
zach: hmmm, do you mean when i'm 13? :D
mady: ....more like 18
zach: (calculatesssss) oh, so that's in about 3657 days? !
mady: wow, since when were you so smart? :)
zach: (defeated looking face) since you told us you like smart boys ...

awww .fang and i were "eeeeeeeee so sweet " ing.

i like to save up during weekdays for my weekend splurges when i'm out. but i just spent 1/2 of what i saved today >.< botak jones is rather yummy!

heres an extremely good joke. just for you jolene.andweijie! hahahahh stop 'tsk' ing me.:

Okay, now the bonus round:

A mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done.>Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair of sunglasses; how does HE indicate what he wants?

jokelene.

He just has to open his mouth and ask... It's really very simple.

who managed to get it!!!!!!!!!!! ill box you up. olympics is addictive. i rmb in sec4 thinking that i'd be so caught up with the worldcup(which i was). then waaaaah omg, 2008 olympics, a level yr, die cant watch.... (who was i to kid.. then again i was really focussed)i still rmb ri gave their littlepunks a holiday on worldcup finals cos it was at 3am. they even organised some school gathering or whatever to watch it tgt. arrrrrrg. sexist.

mummy gave a good parallel between the olympics and rj.

"tiff, being in rjc is just like being in olympics. if you're in it, youre alr good. you see, as long as you qualify for olympics, you've a certain criteria to meet so youre v good. if you get a medal, even better. but being in olympics is already good enough. you study in rjc alr good enough. bottom few also nevermind, you're in rjc."

ON THIS, i rmb scholarshipakacollectfreethingstohavemoretostudywith day, this dad was asking this lecturerteacheretc abt sth. then the cher said "sir... (super animatedly, gestures and all) look all around you! (HE EYECONCON ED ME) you're looking at the cream of the crop!"

hahahah burst out laughing. hes so animated...can fight with vicki. oh and hes frm ntu

I'm so sorry i not only just said it and didn't try to make it happen
but made your day bad too...

i
was walking home and i saw a grey truck which reminded
me about something...about someone -
him...

my heart ached.
it struggles now at this very moment
a thought forced through from a wrong way
gush of adrenaline rush

will i be ethical and weep when that day comes?

i don't even talk to him now...
it's been ages since we've talked.
it's been months since i've seen him.
and when i do, it's before the morning rush to training.

i open the door for you.
out of duty,
out of obligation,
not of love.

will i weep for you?
i don't know
to be honest
i don't know the answer to that at all
i don't have the answer to that...

i rmb when i was young, you were my role
model. i looked forward to our outings to your place
i rmb paging you everyday to just know where you are
how you're doing

but now as knowledge seeps into the brain
as maturity grows
as pain signs its name
i know what you did
and i detest what you did

love the sinner, hate the sin
but the hatred for the sin is too great
that it has crossed the boundary to the ner.

much as i try to tell myself that
try to remind myself of our happy
innocent childlike memories

i cant shake this feeling off.

sigh. anyway i had a nice talk with beverly on the way back home.
take care in US deb. hope you make as cute a friend as i in us.
ytd's natl day celeb was really great
"hows your studies been?"
: more or less the same... but when i think abt it, argh feels like it has worsen.
"how are you?"
:feeling like shit.. i keep letting my emotions get the better of me.

i sound so desperate and i fear pretense but -- i think i need some encouragement in my life.
i need something or someone that can tolerate my coldness .
i aint ice queen, i'm human. i want to hear don't worry it will be okay s.

i suddenly feel the same fear daddy felt when the phone rings. no please, i want to love you. i want to be able to smile when i think about you, about my family. please give me the chance, privilege, opportunity whatever.
i want to be a good mother and faithfullysweet wife and have a happy family.

beijing olympics at 8pm :) MY TV IS WORKING. heh. i realise
it is so much easier to just be yourself than act like someone else, or however others want you to be like.or so you think... maybe sometimes what they want is just the raw you.

i heard the reverberating footsteps

that was a thought.because i like the song

Question: What is the full form of math.
Answer: Mentally affected teachers harassing students

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Teacher : Now children , if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him then what virtue would I be showing ?
Student : BROTHERLY LOVE

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Teacher :Because of Gandhiji's hard work what do we get on 15th August.
Student: A holiday

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Teacher :Tomorrow there will be a lecture on Sun. Everyone must attend it.
Raju:No ma'm! I will not be able to attend it.
Teacher :Why?
Raju:My mother will not allow me to go so far

haha...oh my. miss those times when i could busy myself with joke loading.. now even if you put 1dollar into me, i wouldn't be able to generate a joke spontaneously. but i must say i was very on form ytd. i made Csq laugh like siao.for sth i cant rmb. because i rmb laughing v hard at myself too

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence. She repeated, 'PUB.' There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

mmm... a very funny yet thought provoking story haha..

http://www.youthphoria.blogspot.com
aug03 video. go listen to the song!(its around 4.30min)
the video started off with the singer's testimony first, which really touched me. but to non Christians, don't be turned off! open heart, go listen. however if you're really against it, then please at least just listen to the song :) her voice is amazing..............

i got my 2nd white today.

i must broadcast this. I'm having a super annoying nasty nagging headache now.

sigh. :( (read all of the following in a serious, dead like sounding tone)

Raechelle and i had a good laugh over this name: sisighempepe

festival of praise was good yet rather haii, why must this happen, to me

I'm sorry if i sound arrogant but this is my first time.. as in first time winning. i won today's straits times inspire run! :) they say my timing is 16 half or so..for four km, hmmm, to be honest my brain cannot even process that number to judge whether it's an okay timing or not. susu said the route is probably shorter though. he can't believe that he's so pro :) Haha.

won a lot of stuff, great sponsors. and the Singapore idol contestant Levin performed, he sang a rather old song and his rendition was good. i liked it

susu was very funny, as usual. Raina and i were very amused by him, had a good time with the two of my capts :) Clarisse did 8km and did about 38minutes 0.0 and spent her time well, studied while waiting for prize presentation.

shi jun from hci was there and i finally said hi. but it was rather awkward for a while (i don't usually do such recounts.enjoy while it lasts)
me: hi (about to start a conversation but hesitated and decided to start properly since he is after all a 'stranger') oh, you're Shi jun right? (he responds. my excitement level is rising) I've noticed you since secondary school
(suddenly, i can think very fast. and realised that sounded kinda wrong)
srysry, i meant I've noticed your name since secondary school because we have the same name!
hci shi jun: (he showed a slight hint of idontknowwhat) oh yes, i also noticed one of the mg girls with the same name
then we started talking a bit about j2 and j1. then this is the coolest part, he obviously started the topic cos he's so cool : how do you pronounce your name?
me (i noticed two onlookers smiling, was wondering if they were his parents... if they weren't, they must have been extremely amused at our conversation. I'd be) : to be honest, i don't know. every year, different Chinese teacher, different way of pronunciation...
hci sj: but which is the correct one?
me: ay... (thinks for a while) actually i don't know. I'm from MG leh, not Chinese high...( i couldn't believe i said that hahaha) you?
sj: (looks stunned) i'm shi1 jun4
i see... but but, (quickly redeem myself) i think my name shi2 jun1. yeah, shi2 jun1 sounds right, you're shi1 jun4 right?
yes yes

how interesting can a conversation get :) he sounds so dead but no, he was more animated than that but i can't remember the exact random fillers.

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