reading lyrics of when i'm gone by simple plan theres this part :

'it's like we're going through the emotions of scripted destiny'

hmmm... not exactly true, but at first glance it is kinda reflective of predestination ay?
in the cynical sense, scripted destiny... actly i like the phrase.

'cos every wasted day becomes a wasted chance'
that i agree.

i'm in search of something. something that i don't even know of. i spend everyday awaiting that day, anticipating that moment, dreaming about the day till it comes, preoccuping my mind about how i should react when it happens, what will happen, how others will respond, how thigns will change, how my life will change for the better(or for the worse :( )...but i can't seem to put my finger to it. what is it i'm in search for?