(sorry for doing this j but its a moment not to be missed. this moment comes to me now and then.. not very frequent but i can so damn well identify with it when it hits me because the feeling is so distinct ; familiarity strikes. and only you can inflict as such to me. i hope no one else can. much as i hate to admit it, i hate it when it hits me )

sth happened, triggered my emotions and got me really so damn pissed.

and i dont know why i had this sudden thought to pen it down. my hand cant move as fast as my thoughts move so here iam to type it down.

the pain
the rejection

the adrenaline pumping through your body
andsuddenly it is cut off
even your air supply is cut off
the suddenness of emptiness lifelessness
it's like dragging a knife pierced through my heart slowly
and suddenly jabbing it out with one swift move
a killer swift professional move

catching me off guard

ya lah. shit i cant continue

trying to pen down the feeling when sth anti climax
happen so suddenly so out of rhythm
of momentum
of beat
it happened so drastically it makes you gasp for air
suddenly your chest hurts so much
you feel the ache in your heart
youre left stranded there alone
desperate
to fend for yourself

you are struggling to gain back the momentum
i am struggling to gain back the momentum/

does anyone know what i am trying to describe here.can anyone identify this feeling with me ?