britain's got talent! 2008 winner george sampson. britain's got talent winner will get to perform in front of the royal highness. and it is on:

His appearance in the Royal Variety Performance is scheduled for 11 Dec 2008. Tickets available from:www.eabf.org.uk/rvp1.htm

omggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. it's after my a levels. after after after!. okay but i'm sane.

my reason for the way i am:

i find more risk in putting in my best than doing things halfheartedly.

read that from somewhere and found it applicable to me.

anw. i realise... i realised that a very deep scar has been left in there. and it has tarnished my trust glass wall. and i think that explains 99.99999% of my actions towards certain Pple. so to You all, i'm really sorry. i'll stop it. okay i will really try to. and i will try my best not to nest any unnecessary duetoownimagination anger. not good not good..

anw today i finally wrote 'best 3 achievements' for resume. i got so cynical halfway through it i was writing loads of shit and feeling so jaded and this whole praising crap thing just to bloody get into university. where 's the time when sincerity and humbleness took stage. okay my thoughts are not laid down properly but ,basically, i'm against this 'best 3 achievements' writing thing.

that was 1. 2:this morning's incident in the car between mummy and j. that was a total settingthedaytohell. i dont like it that i'm affected by these things so easily.i'mnoteveninvolved lah. 3.icant rmb what i was reminded abt these 6yrs. 4.iwasthinkingabtallthewhatifsandsecondaryschool.

by the time math period, (ICANTTHINK STRAIGHT COS OF ALL THESE ARGH. SO MY PHRASING IS VERY OFF SRY) i was so uuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhh heavy headed i just collasped. as in ko-ed. apparently mam asked whether i wanted to go and wash my face. i didnt hear that at all.

but all was okay when iwent for chem. which i was intending to skip cos i was really omg.i'mgonnadie... (and it's not physically tired mind you) dr. chan was really lame as usual. but i was so x_x i didnt bother abt the energetics and just propped my heavy hand on my hands and listen to him. but he made things better with his jokes and all lah. so to everyone out there. though that guy is full of crap, he is nice. and a good teacher :)