pictures on fb
aw maaan, i've reached the age when friends are gng overseas t study OR TRAVEL FOR FUN (!!!!!!!!!!!!! x( ) and they post soooooooo gross photos. it's flooding my fb i'm getting so annoyed! xPPP

ya right. omg they are so nice nice nice nice nice. i wna go overseas :( not tt i'm implying that singapore is ugly.. when i walk ard and look at my surroundings, i can imagine tourists taking pics of them, posting them on fb and their friends saying that they rly wna come singapore. =)

sickness update
day..... 9 of sickness =/// just left coughing and phlegm t recover from so, yay :) but i developed some bruises/sores wtv on my hands this morning..dno whether it's sth t worry abt. (aunty lisa said no) and i discovered blood in my phlegm ytd. which jst means i've been coughing too much tt my throat lining got torn right .

youtube~
watching this : STRAIGHT NO CHASER the christmas can can. omg it's superrrrrrrrrrrr cute. the lyrics and the way the boys are prancing ard . oh my goodness haha. and my 'boyf' is daaaaamn cute in it. hahahahha. (ps. i dno that guy's name so im forced t address him as : my 'boyf' . i do not derive pleasure from calling him tt ) and their faces are glistening... is it sweat or glitter ??? haha.

running
Some train only because they want to achieve a fitter physique. Others train two times a day because they aim to achieve personal bests and win medals. -the "lattest" part struck me...... but i read on and . More often than not, the individuals who train because of personal gains will EVENTUALLY lose their motivation and stop training as hard as they once did.
yup that's right. hah

dream vs reality
i've been sleeping so much tt ... my normal days are such that it follows the opposite routine of an average person's. ie, their awake times=my slping times, vice versa. so like i'm awake for abt 2-3hrs, then i go back t slp for maybe 3-5. follow tt routine through the whole day, then at 12 midnight i slp till abt 10am. i've been resting so much tt for one particular memory i have, i dno whether it was a dream or reality . it means so much more t me cos it's something tht, if true, will hurt me so...i guess that's what is stopping me frm checking whether it rly happened.

God, was that really you?
another one. if you watched inception, then you'd be familiar with the 'dream in a dream' concept? i had that one day.

(lvl2 dream= dream in a dream) in my lvl2dream, i dreamt that God spoke to me. in words. not through symbols or writing or bible or wtv. it was a clear distinct voice. i even knew the exact msg he was telling me (which i'm not saying here haha) . my heart was beating v quickly , there were waves of shiver sent through my body throughout the whole time... and for an instant, 'the flash of light' even happened. when i " woke up" , so now i'm in lvl1dream, i was telling someone: "God spoke to me while i was asleep.... Yes, i'm very certain... (how did you know it was God's voice?). you know how people always say stuff like 'you'd know it if it's love... you'd just know it if God was speaking to you...' that sort of thing... when God was speaking to me in that dream, it was just like that- i just knew it. " i think because i kept repeating the word 'dream' in my explanation, i realised i was still dreaming. and that really sucked. cos in reality , i dno if that was a dream i conjured up(cos the msg is sth i want to hear...), or that was really a msg from God. but the heart pumping quickly, the 'waves of shiver', that 'flash of light' , i'm VERY certain it happened. i told j abt it and she said tt i shld check whether it is in line w the bible...

farewell speech
alrightz, too much self talk alr. bye.
tks all for your well wishes anw (like jl) and fay, YES jys=jiayous hahaa. my chinese sch friend cfmed tt :) Z if you aren't gna tell me who you are i'm gna delete your tags off... sigh, sry, but i rly dont like not knowing who you are

haha i'm so nice t label my //graphs. jst read e //graphs w headings tt interests you (Y)