I dno why im so angst these days....... Quarrelled with dad. Shouted at mum just now.... Ok. Im not more angst now. Im just less cool and less controlled. Its like im bcming more immatured. I used to be able to hold in my anger very well... Now when the urge comes to raise my voice at someone else, i just do it. Im bcming less aware of my speech as well.i dno how many times i had to stop myself midway when say fck. :/ :(((( sighhhh!!!

Anw i heard a v good rendition of Ben. Its amazing... :)