Im watching this show. And at this point, the situation makes me feel so perplexed.. And it reminded me of the past kinda :/ of being lied to and hurting from it.. Of believing tt what the other party is saying is not true because of what happened frm the past, yet believing because those words are coming straight from the horse's mouth. It was painfully torturous to endure... Three years on and i still dno why he did that...and i want to know why yet i dont wna know cos i jst wna forget the past and look to a btr future and friendship between us. Haha ok ive digressed ttm. The main point of this is ;

Why does it seem easier to lie and hurt both parties than to tell the truth and profess one's love?

Anw. Im still perspiring. And my specs are slippinh w every movement. Eeks! And GOLD FOREVER JST PLAYED ON E RADIO :DD

Haaa. When things r trying t be done, i rly cannot take it when ppl are less responsibile than me! Im alr so irresponsible.. Aiyo. And i dont think im expecting too much. Or maybe i am.... Aiyo. Ok. I shldnt be so uptight. Haha but i rly dont like when ppl are not driven and have no plan in life. Complained abt this a thousand times t sissy. And one day she pointed out tt , im just like them. I dont have a plan. I dont have anyth tt im working twds.... Im jst working... So am i not worse? My efforts are futile.

Yikes, my specs have slid to my nosw bridge oredi lolx