i've alr proclaimed so on fb... but i've to do it here agn for record purposes heh.

TODAY, i had my first lecture on OT. organisational theory. i enjoyed myself TTM!! i was on the edge of my seat almost the entire time (partly due to the the tall guy in front of me that kept blockign my view too) . simply put, i was HOOKED. and i did not even feel the slightest sleepiness the entire time :) cant wait for my next lecture!! theres a quote at the end of the lecture slides which was epic. here goes! :

Erma Bombeck: I have a theory about the human mind. A brain is a lot like a computer. It will only take so many facts, and then it will go on overload and blow up.

LOLZXZZX (Y)heheheh :) so funny.

i told my mama abt it. the first thing she asked was :is it because of the way the lecturer delivers it? i responded with a resounding NO!!!!, but maybe yes also cos this the youngest lecturer ive met, and hes v easy gng.

as i reviewed my lecture notes tngt (which is first haha!), i suddenly realise that what i learnt tdy wasnt much. i'm starting to wonder if its rly due t the lecturer hahah.arrghh wtv i enjoyed myself :)

swim trng was ok too. i'm rly enjoying it now because i've no pressure to perform well, or hit a certain timing etc. in the past, it was always associated with pressure and scoldings and negative competition stress. if only i can find such joy in running :/

i dno if i've said this... and publicising this potentially ruins my image but . I HAVE TO SAY THIS! hahah ! my cousin KEEPS talking abt introducing her church friend to me. that's alr bad enough rgt. but the worse thing is that , hes like 28yrs old. hahahah omgggg it's rly so weird. i used to object noisily when she brought it up. but now i jst play along because the suggestions she puts forth (like, having a grp movie outing/bringing me to her church to visit) are like , bloody hilarious. omg. hahaha .(i realised that i rly dont like that idea because , i dont like being shortchanged. i'm too prideful, i dont wna receive things that i can achieve only with hardwork and effort)

am not satisfied with life now because i dont feel that i'm actly making full use of my life and contributing to society to my fullest potential...