I remember anticipating every meal time in Nepal. The food was incredibly special and good.
Zzz dont like it when dad talks abt finance matters.. Im so much younger and unexposed. But my lack of knowledge is credited to laziness and stupidity.
Mum met an old admirer. Makes me wonder what it wld be like if i met a guy 'i used to like' 20yrs later.
On that note, i harboured a few estrangled rships... It was a tough period cos i was struggling to reconcile with them but didnt know how. Wld imagine me bumping into them in future and playing out the scene. Kinda like preparing and rehearsing what to say then. Always left me feeling so upset tht a beautiful rship turned out like that. A particular one left me in tears cos she was/is a very treasured friend..
#but anyway, onefineday, she made things easy for me and took the first step. :)
We have changed, things-as with every new initiative- are pretty awkward now and the dynamics of the friendship is undefined-the same old or something new? We have so much catching up to do yet we dont have much to say because where do we start? Our past was so interwoven and suddenly they were torn apart. Now we are trying to sew them back tgt but do we do just that or create a new history tgt? So many qn marks abt this but we both are dealing with exams now so i shld head back to my bks.......
I miss nepal. And korea ... Hope id be able to add australia to the list in a bit!
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