Sianzz. Hahaha, i feel so dumb for being affected at all but yeah this is good i guess. I rather be acquainted in person than anything else.....

Was just telling an old friend tt i think i waste a lot of time and opportunities 'waiting for the guy appointed by God to come'. If He knows then i shld have nothing to fear right, or think about even. But anyway oldfriend replied 'theres no future guy that will come along and sweep you off your feet'. hah, yes. Very very very very true. And so i must stop filling my mind with such idle thoughts!! :( esp with exams looming.

Laggingggggg. I ALWAYS start thinking abt my higher purpose in life when i study hahaha. Id think that i could be doing so much more with the time tht i currently used to study. Dont get me wrong, i enjoy what im studying. :) dont like the purpose of it though (for the grades and such).

Am feeling rather discontented now but i shld slp it away. Right now, cover a backlog + tmr's work >>>>>>>>>>> emotions