Rly tired so ill keep it short.

1 happy with tdy's trng :) so happy that when i was walking home, i had an urge t sing. First song tt came to mind was a song abt God's greatness. This incident made me think of the phrase : praise God not only in the gd times, but in the bad ones as well. Which is exactly how my life has been!-when im happy, godly songs come to mind.when im sad,i think of emo nemo whiny ones.this nvr occured to me !

Makes me wonder... Shldnt i be more desperate and helpless during bad times?so much so that i hv nowhr to turn to and cry out to God..

2 friend kept putting me down aft trng abt my run techniques. Got pretty affected. But mini talk w jammy rly helped. Rly admire how shes so self assured and confident. I dno why im so insecure :( anw two things:

-how you portray yourself will determine how others treat you.
-i wna change myself. But i cant change by taking on more initiative roles and being more proactive or whatever... If i really want to change, i must change inwardly! In my speech, and more imptly in the way i THINK.