'What did i know of life, i who had lived so carefully? who had neither won nor lost, but just let life happen to him?'
-The sense of an Ending

as i said, i'm reading a book on a 60 year old man reflecting on his life. this quote resonates painfully in my core because-

at the rate i'm gng, THAT is going to be my life statement. living life as it is and not being initiative in the various aspects of my life.

ah....having a headache now =/ how am i supposed to go full gear