Friday, October 19, 2012

'what's the point of being bad when there's nothing good to stop you?'
Megamind 2010

find this self-torturing, pretentious, split personality ish sentence rather true...

i think i watched close to 4 episodes of himym tonight. and when that happens, i'm pretty stunned by reality and kinda desperately wna escape from it...

i'm reminded of how ted was struggling between 2 girls but one day it dawned upon him that what he really wants is what barney had (at that time) for nora. in any case, i'm switching off more upset than when before because...BARNEY BROKE UP WITH NORA :(( and robin was breaking up with kevin :((( double sadness. but then it ended w barney getting rejected by robin .... omg, triple emoness ttm let the sparklers and candles and fireworks display begin... !!!

had a pretty good run ytd at ntu's campus run event. :) got 250$ worth of 3M and facial pdts too (yes i'm not gna get over it :p ) .i wonder how different, hopefully btr, my life wld be if i eventually got my ass into ntu .

anyway, you know what? past few days have been crazy.... (maybe because of the incessant brooding over the pending examinations and the prep required. key word: brooding. haahaaa but wtv, i'm just gng to flow with my thoughts now: )  i want a turnaround. right now. however, for such to take place, i need to make changes in my life huh? and yknow what?i'm scared nuts. i dont understand why though, because im really sick of my current life and anything different will be a release from it, a relief if i may.

i want real in my life

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