woah, last time i blogged was like 10 days ago!!..of which, in the 10 days, i went for TWO camps..GB and LTC. tiring as it was, i enjoyed myself! for both camps that is. GB camp was just ultra cool. Sleeping under the fishes.. wheee! hmm, LTC, well that was like power camp! i really learnt a lot during the camp and yea, actually i'm glad it's over haha. But the sleeping time was like horrible, esp the 2nd night. I don't know what got into me..! The people that were talking suddenly wanted to tell ghost stories, and i was under my sleeping bag feeling very scared. My heart was pumping like crazy. I could feel the adrenaline rush. I don't know what was happening to me. Okok, i don't wanna revive that feeling. Hmm, what else. Oh yes, I wanna talk abt everybody in the grp another time. It's pretty late now. Want a short update on LTC, go to shern's http://horsefantasy.diaryland.com blog. Was in the same group as her. Yeah i went for camp and skipped training. But hey, the ltc-ers did our fair share of training man. Like running from cityhall mrt all the way to esplanade then run back to suntec and then back to through the same route to the mrt. Goodness, it was both mentally and physically challenging. We really went through a lot together. We didn't talk much during our meal times i must admit. Heehee.. Partially coz' we were busy stuffing ourselves with food. However, i really felt the bond between everyone. Take this as an example. I nvr thought I'd ever talk to shuying..and we somehow ended up in the same group. Thus, leading to waiting for each other b4 running to the next place. The greatest shock that came to me was how friendly Tann Ting was. Gosh, she's like damn friendly and encouraging man. Her cool, dao face didn't go with her personality i must say.

Ok enough about LTC. Drill com is in TWO days. We have only tmr left to practise. Personally speaking, I don't think contingent3 aka my cont. has any hope. Sigh.. Firstly, we're so slack and the juniors cant seem to perfect their drill. Yes, my uniform is in a complete mess, my boots are damn ultra un-shiny n yea, I'm not mentally prepared. 60% of me wants to pon training and like train another day or just train by myself in the afternoon..or, sacrifice my lunch break and run at the ugh, sch track. I don't really have a liking for the sch track. But then again, I've committed myself to BOTH ccas and i can't forfeit one for another. It's tough being in two ccas and yet being recognised with a position and rank in both. Oh well. I guess I have no choice but to go for trg tmr. At least i can polish my boots b4 that...?!?!? haha.. time saving skills. Darn..sarah is sick now and will be late for drill prac tmr. I'll be going for drill prac in the late morning. Then, when sarah comes, she's leaving in the afternoon for tuition. This is really falling apart and tmr is like our final prac! Slam! I wish i could just ask u to stay home, recupurate and come back to sch on tues all ready to scream/shout the sch down! But yea, tmr's the last day. I really don't know what's going to happen for drill com man. I don't want to be seen crying in front of my juniors cos we, as a contingent, did not do our best! I'm sure I'd do my best. But what abt the rest u see... Sigh. Well, glad to say, our marker has improved!! really happy for her. ok fine, i forgot her name. hehee i dont wanna strain my brains la. and for our stamps, sigh! at least the pri sch got the ultimate stamper, *north stars* to do the job. now it's only a matter of whether we can do it together!! and it's usually the sec pple stamping louder to combine the stamps. thing is that my right calf hurts like sheeeeet whether i stamp. it started hurting after ltc!! and i need it to impress the judges during the 1st part. darn... this is really going all wrong for me. oh wait i got one good thing going on!!

swift is postponed to 9th jan!!! so yup, i can get my right calf, left knee and left upper arm to rest. i duno what happen to my left arm la.. hurts whenever i swing it.

really excited for trg tmr. gonna see my extended*3 family again after soo long. i really miss x!! i miss the time b4 x nationals when i'll spend so much time at turf city..after trg. after trg, we'd just stay back at macs...or the hawker there and eat our late afternoon meal. after which we'll go to the finishing part of the route and just take loads of crazy pics. what fun. i rmb it was the seniors that mostly stayed back and me..since i stay so near there. i really like turf city. the route, well it's challenging but i've grown to love it. the times i spent there studying was fruitful too. i'm like really slow at memorising la. but over there at the macs, it's really quiet with 98.7 blasting over there and it's pretty secluded. except for the many working adults going there to do their work. oh and i still rmb this guy that i saw of the 2 times i went. after i went there with esther, i stopped going there. partially cos of the disturbing pple there. kept kachiaoing me. i still rmbed they called us lesbians and one girl was like," aiyah got the looks only! no xing ge one la!"(in chinese that is) walao eh... so threatening haha.. but yea, it's pretty far in and i didnt have any time to go there. i really like that place. it's like my 2nd home. Again as i'll say, if it weren't too far in, and more pple went there, I'd definately make that my 2nd home.

I'm slacking so much and I've missed SO many trgs already. I duno what. OH YES. i've not been doing my self runs and during those non running days, it seems pretty boring and it feels like a wk that i've not ran. so yea. and now, i'm like wishing real hard that my knee or calf will hurt like sheeet tmr during warm up so that i can limp to mr ng and complain to him abt my aches. which will result him in saying," ok. dont run today. just go home and swim ok" what a horrible and slack capt mg has. imagine when rach is gone and i'm gonna take the place of the capt that so many others b4 me have taken. i can be really fierce if i want to. but i cant be fierce during every trg! 1stly, i'd lose cells and die early. 2ndly, i'd grow white hair. 3rdly, pple wldnt like me. 4thly, i'd be the person i really dread meeting up with every trg. so back to my pt why i dont wanna go for trg tmr. so that i can go to sch and teach the pri sch their drill! tmr is the last day, and i really want to just perfect our drill standard. tmr is the last day of prac so i can just shout at the kids for all i care and be like a mu lao hu. certainly, there isnt any time left to do rank drill and all but i really think that we really need to do those things. but then again, not say my drill very good la. and if things go out of hand, i'll give a prep talk to them. i can literately visualise everything now. like, myself taking over sarah lam, our wonderful, strict commander. i really respect her for her dedication to gb though she doesnt really like it. she knows that we're like pretty no hope kinda thing, but she still persisted and did her best during drill. i really want her to know that her hard work is really being appreciated by a small junior like me. i mean, she knows that our drill is like quite horrible but she still takes the effort to compliment us on the goods we did. i could tell on sat that she kinda gave up hope la. but slam! dont give up ok =) get well soon and just come back for drill tmr!

darn it's super late now.. 2am. and i gotta wake up at 7am for trg. well, i just wish the best for everybody in everything they do. it's a tough world out there.

I had a life
But school destroyed it
-anon