ya so anw how's sch work
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did i tel lyou...
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i was studying everyday for the 2.5 weeks into the new yr
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since wed die alr
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haha
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
haha okay
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
whyy do u think it died
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not used to studying everyday
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i think
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but it's all abt pushing right
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
YEAH!
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
its getting the discipline
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
best is routine it
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
like routine ur life week by week
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
plan how the week goes
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esp since i'm a crosscountry. my mental shld be strong and the first response i shld have when i faced the 'i'm gonna dieeeeeeeeee' feeling is, PUSH PUSH push!
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but no i didnt
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
so there must be a time for studying this and that
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
ITS OK TO BE WEAK
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
dun try to be a toughie all the time
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and it sucks. cos like if i'm sitting on my chair, am breathing normally, just need to refer to notes and think a bit more for ans, i give up, my running can go logang alr
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longgang
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longkang
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
hmm thats one way of seeing it
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
but where u're weak, thats where God is strong
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how to routine what to study? if i got econs test, then must adjust routine... then it aint routine anymore
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that's true
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that's what tiffany jie jie said
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
as in there's time for studying
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
tifanny jie jie is who
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your jie
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
OH haha
shawn-y- No one stands as tall as a Christian on his knees. says:
dun call her that its disgusting

that's what has been happening to me for the past few days.

greatest apologise to those i've snapped at or been brutually honest and direct to .it's been an exhausting week for me. and though i apologise i may seem unsincere abt it cos i'm not trying to make an effort to change or watch my words .but its really tiring to 'try to make an effort'. so forgive for now. i m trying to pick myself up again. but not consciously making an effort to, letting time do its course. i really feel bad snapping abt pple but aaah fdafjkadf, and thanks for tolerating me .

i think s and i are kinda having a heated conversation. ha .

ohyes. tdy while daddy was sending me to church, we had an argument. he asked for directions to a place where i can only recognise when i see it. i cant rmb it from memory. but he wanted all the directions beforehand, not when it's time to turn, only. so we kinda argued abt this. it stopped when he said 'only dimwitted pple are like that' and i replied 'ya i know i'm stupid i'm dumb but i dont care.'

then after abt 2km later, daddy said 'this is your first time arguing with me.' ' sorry'

after daddy dropped me, i went up for service and soon got a msg (okay i shld be concentrating and not looking at my phone or ignore itwhen i see a msg.scold me another day it aint the pt) :

'papa loves you'

'sorry for blowing my top at you. love you too'