WHAT THE HELL. the next available driving slots are in january 2010!??! shit man. i forgot holiday time the people go crazy over driving... anyways i am getting pro er at driving. is quite fun. but i must still work on my braking.damn disgusting.

on that note, i told pa i got a surprise for him. which reminds me to say, daddy is a damn good person to pull tricks on. because he wont probe to ask what it is. he will just live life normally and find out. he last time try to teach me how to reverse out of parking lot (which is not the normal kind.is sing-eh kind that even my xiaoshu cant do properly XP) then he got scream shout bang the car hit my head for. but. today when he ask me go collect something frm the car, i decided to show him that i can do it. and i did it! on first try . no need for going forward then back then forward then back again...etc. just once. and i checked, it was beautiful. then i left the car there in the sorching sun , it so happens got no shade there. so when he leave home, he will walk to his car in the sun, and be damn pissed off the car is so damn hot. but he will rmb that it was ME who drove the car there and he will be so proud of me i aint a 'typical girl driver'. so he will be so angry and hot yet happy and proud of me. LOL damn fun.

last night i dreamt that ahma died. damn shit scary. and i rmb blaming myself for getting so close to her.

i borrowed the switchfoot cd for the week and its so nice.
i dno how to burn so i will youtube them LOL

dare you to move http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQX9krZ23B0
meant to live (omg acoustic live : )http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmmW6HSlhMA
stars http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t90B_SRY4Wg
oh!gravity http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-sqZa9j76M
this is home http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0ykm1v9xbU&feature=fvst
learning to breathe
awakening
this is your life
on fire
only hope
dirty second hands
love is the movement
company car
lonely nation
the shadow proves the sunshine
concrete girl
twenty-four
the beautiful letdown

lazy to check up the rest on youtube. here is try by asher book again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_BGRIrMUzY wootszxxxc