Have not been setting standards for myself in various aspects of life.... This has resulted in 1) average results 2) satisfaction from improvements (slight or vast improvements im not sure of tt even!)

Now im wondering whether i shld leave things as they are and be happy abt every single little thing or start to place benchmarks in my life and push myself, to be a better person and what not..

On other news, am gng to help out at a seminar for ADHD kids ,i shld read up on that!, and gng to visit-o.o i forgot the name of the church!-a mega church over the weekend. Ive always wanted to do so, so i shall. Ha ha.

Anyw......, (i feel that) im making an effort to rebuild our rship... Haha, just thought to spell it out IN CASE you cant tell @.@ I rly dont want to go through the whole -take 3 steps forward but 4steps back- process again..