really enjoy waiting at home for people to slowly stream in and update me abt their lives.

i've listened, qte a fair bit in my standards, to jiji's intern daily experience. and from the things tht i'm greatly bothered by/jan isnt , it rekindled a desire i had.

i want to bring meaning into peoples' lives.

but before that, i think that i want to make people happy /

i've been sad before, i've been lost before... and nobody shld have to suffer as such :( (though, it is true that by knowing sadness, you will know happiness. and with 'lost -ness', you'd find purpose )