ok seniors.. so what's going on.. why are u suddenly feeling so against us c div runners. yes w/o weilin we wont even win at all. but do u have to tell us that? we're already enough demorilised[spelling?] what did we do? e new season has juz started. man, juz reading ur blogs make me feel v scared to face n train w u guys on monday. it makes me feel that i'm lousy[duh i am] and makes me think that i'm super inferior to u. yes i am inferior to u.. but sigh. i dunno.. anyway i'm juz v sorry if i've ever like made u guys feel wateva way u said on ur blogs. i dun know how to phrase it. but, juz rmb that i'm feeling v demorilised now. if saying that offends u, i'm really sorry.
come to think of it.. wheneva we're doing the workout, we wld always say we cant do it etc.. n our seniors gotta cheer us on etc.. yeah seniors, i know it's v tiring. sorry if i've eva made u guys feel this way. i know i've said i cant finish the workout and all. yeah it's really really super tiring juz trying to tell the juniors that they can do it n muz believe in themselves.. somehow i think i've experienced it b4.. sigh..

okok enough of X.. so going on to church. wait. gosh i think i'm pro man.. my brother was like whining and whining like mad.. then i asked him to stop crying and he juz stared at me and kept quiet! gosh. i rawk.. eh he's slping now!!!!! eyeerrr.... why am i so pro.. hahha.. kk.. i dunno why.. but when i went to church last sunday.. coz i went late, i was sitting near the door. and after service, i juz wanted to run to my sec2 grp and juz give them a hug.. coz i felt hyper.. so yea.. i ran there and almost juz acted super hyped up. but then i stopped. gosh.. why are e sec2 pple so..... =X matured? i duno.. but i felt v weird w them.. esp beverly.. sorry.. i'm not talking bad abt u k.. juz that i've always felt weird w u.. but i feel more 'homely' w rachdad.. but thing's that.. i cant really talk to her that well.. but on msn, we talk so much rubbish.. haha.. i loved that conversation w u and chris! gosh it even made my toes laugh k.. serious -.-/ hahha.. i feel ok w shern.. partly coz she's from the MG family too.. and we both go thru the same stress together.. juz that she can handle it better.. that clever toot! u so clever k.. hmm.. and tracy.. i think i can actually go quite well w her.. juz that she's too quiet.. evan... aiyah... that girl. no comments =P kidding lah. that hyper gal.. haha.. so scary when she gets pissed man. well for annabelle.. she's quite a nice girl to talk to.. juz that she like mei mian zi like that. she keeps teasing me about him when i dont even like him at all.. gosh.. only reason i blushed during church camp when ur suddenly talked about it was becoz he was there! juz one table away. and u guys juz happily chatting away about how i like him. when i only knew hu he was few hrs ago. u noe how embarrasing is that. it's as if u like ur brother in that bgr way.. sheesh. and last but not least.. my gay partner!! woohoo.. hahhahha.. o.O that really sounded gross. no i didnt type that ok! it was my hyper side typing it.. i feel inferior to her. coz she's so smart! hmph! haha.. well maybe i really know why i feel Xtra. coz ur all are from choir lah.. girl guides.. gym.. volleyball.. drama etc. and me, X country. an Xtra cca. the only sport cca while u all are in 'cultured' cca or wateva it's called. haha.. oh wait. there's volleyball too.. but that volleyball-er[tracy] so quiet! >.<" so anyway.. after church i ate there n started doing lit.. then almost fell asleep. suddenly henry,sam,chris,ben,yuliang,rach tham,jo huang and her fren.. and shern came.. eh so fun man! great ahgong was teaching them some weird cup game.. wahhah then i was distracted from lit. who cares abt lit! my frenz are more impt. hahha.. then we all left for fairfield's bball court to go play there.. but b4 that the guys were trying to do all sorts of funny stunts -.- w rach and me laughing. haha.. shern and to leave!!! aww... so sad k.. it was really fun playing bball.. though i was juz standing there.. bai mei lah. haha how to play bball >.< oh yar! erm... that guy was there too.. oh yes. ashley. k so after that we left.. but rach wanted to run one round around the track b4 going back to church.. then ben accompanied her w another guy.. cant rmb. then everybody left.. and it was left ben, chris, me and my 2 meis! gosh i didnt know ben e quiet mickey mouse was so talkative and funny.. hahha i was laughing most of the time w they 2 debating over e traffic light being a tree. how lame is that.. then we got a taxi and left for tuition.. leaving the crappy pple behind.. hahaha it was so fun man! it's making me excited for tmr!

today, had track meet. yay! woke up at 6 and reached ACJC at 0730. had the events going.. then cheerleading competition.. woah pro man! but jackson couldnt do their major stunts. aww.. nah it's alrite =) jackson still did a real good job! we got 2nd!!! for cheerleading. and blackmore 1st.. they deserved it. they were good. i realised what's cheerleaders' fave line. person 1: ready? pple: ok!
hahhaha.. so cute! but too common so not really nice. then we had the relays!! yay.. i ran 8 by 50m [ coz got not enough pple k. i didnt like:yay! run 50m !! so fun !! -.-] and 4*400m.. we got 1st for both!!!! 8*50 was really fast k. it was as if i ran for 10secs only. hahah.. and that sec1 ah-ma-deh-la person was ultra fast k! i dunno her name. hahha it was so funny.. b4 the race our team were 'practising passing the bat-ten' and when that sec1 gal got the bat-ten thing, my team members were all 'bowing' to her. hahhahha so funny. then 4*400.. franky was super fast.. then geraldine was super fast too! and once i got the bat-ten, i started chionging.. and i heard footsteps behind.. thinking it was christine, i sped up again. i didnt want to lose the christine since i started running off earlier than her. but actual fact was that danielle was behind me. oh well.. at least i did my best.. but i was damn toot. i slowed down at the end!!!! i was v scared to pass the bat-ten. anyway i did it w/o dropping the baiten. then off went joy! w weilin behind.. gosh weilin recovered v quickly.. and was juz few steps behind joy! so scary. i was like screaming my lungs off. coz i knew i slowed down at the end.. and i wld feel super bad if we got 2nd. but weilin was tired.. so sad. she was the 4th in c div for nationals! but WE WON!!!!! man i was soo happy. franky and geraldine are super fast! haha.. 2 netballers, 2 crossies. man i felt xtra. coz i was so short compared to them. oh well.. so for 2.4 i muz buck up! i wanna get 2nd again.. like i did since p4.. but there're so many good runners in class.. eg. joy[duh], ethel, franky, natalie, shiyan, lynette, venessa.. aiyah. so many lah. i'm too tired to rmb all the names.. oh man! i wanted to study at like...... 6.45? i over shot! oops. crap. anyway i feel better letting my feelings go =) i bet nobody's reading now.. haha who wld actually read this boring entry till here =P kk gotta eat dinner. ahh!! church tmr =B ----- > =X