hey guys.. k so like today was our 1st day back to training =) e feelings great. though i know that in time to come, we'll meet the difficulties again like we faced last yr. we'll meet troubles.. lack of time management.. late nites of studying.. stress.. feel so bleh physically and mentally. but this yr, it's gonna be worse.. coz of the new stuff mr ng intro-ed to us. but we all know that w God's help we'll pull thru yeah? i was quite nervous for today coz like.. yar.. 1st day of trg again. during our 3wk break, i recovered fully from the competition.. which was good. i felt that i never had eva ran in my life. that i'm not a Xie at all. but doing e trg days.. i felt that i've smth missing me in.. smth missing in my life. after sch on Monday/Wednesday or Friday, i would wonder during the last period.. hmm what am i gonna do after sch? n i really forgot i usually had X trgs.. and after a while, i juz realised it. i realise that running's part of my life. though my schedule's super hectic, and i cant study that much.. i realise that X country has actually made me a stronger person. X has brought me closer to God as i pray to Him for energy etc during the race. when i had my stitch[which was like killing] during the X comp, i juz wanted to give up. it's true. i duno what got to me. but God cheered me on.. He gave me the courage.. He gave me good supporters that can actually cheer for me that i dont even know. k fine besides judy.[those were the ACJC pple =) i love u AC seniors =)] so i started jogging. jogging ok. and i let a good whole lot of 20+ 30 pple pass me. i thought i was a failure. i felt super demoralised[spelling?!?!?] i really wanted to stop thinkin that i'll be pulling e team down anyway.. and chris wld definately speed up anyway. but my legs juz went on. the power of God. anyway i realised that chris didnt do that well.. and heng ah.. lucky i didnt stop. and coz of all those trgs.. i couldnt go out as much.. but i had my fair share of fun =) go kap lah.. go here and there.. and when reach home late, blame it on trg haha. but it's always the same pple i'm going out w. yay! Xie rox.. they dont make me feel weird.. or that i'm xtra.. coz that's what we are! Xtra.

ok that was out of point.. well today after assembly, went to chapel for Discover Jesus Wk. so sad the sec4s could only watch thru the projecter screen. hmm.. then we watched will hung!!! wahhaha.. and then a will hung look alike came and started dancing.. 4 gals went up to be the girl dancers.. haha rmb that time i went to watch a will hung show then one part the 4 gals went to hold william and kissed him. HAHHAHA yar and jennifer was quite enthu.. as usual.. haha.. and that sec4 gal was so cute!!! dance like it's nobody's business.. haha so cute man. the other 2 juz following him. then we watched part of Scream. gosh it's super freaky. but i dun see y it's so scary until muz scream like siao.. man i wanna go watch those scary shows!! w erm...anybody? haha wanpin!! then scream until everybody irritated.whahha..

oopies.. daddy's calling me.. so yar.. i really felt that i needed to update today.. woah last update was quite... oh. only 2 days ago. but it was rubbish lah.. haha

Isn't it funny
how we can be more worried
about what other people think of us
than what God thinks of us?



God gave us
2 legs to walk
2 hands hold
2 ears to hear
2 eyes to see

But why did He only gave us 1 heart each?
Because He gave the other 1 to someone for you to find

k i dont sound happy enough. but i'm happy

YO YO YO.. WASSUP... muahhahhahha so happy man.... gosh.. i'm hyper. the linkway area's installed w air-cons!!! oh man.. this is so great. but sch's not great until they let assembly up in class.. or they have a better proposal? like.. assembly in audi? even better. haha i sound sooo pro.not. anyway like i'm super super super happy. yay

my life's screwed up.

hey guys.. i got e X pics from nationals! e web is:
http://uk.f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/mgs_sports1/album?.dir=/1b41
oh joei juz emailed more pics!! yay!!
http://sg.geocities.com/mgsxcountry
kk i'm being wuliao.. i wanna delete e email.. so put e websites here for MY own use.. haha

This is my desire
To honour You
Lord with all my heart
I worship u
All i have within me
I give u praise
All that i adore is in u

Lord i give u my heart
I give u my soul
I live for u alone
Every breath that i take
Every moment i'm awake
Lord have ur way in me

k that stupid. emotional change. haha. what's that word again? forgot. nvm cya

sigh.. damn stressed.. got so much hw.. actually all coz of my fault lah.. i'm leaving everything to e last min.. if i dont do one day's of hw.. it starts piling and piling up.. that's why quite stressed.. that's e reason why i think i'm stressed.. of maybe coz e teachers give us too much hw.. still got sci and chi test tmr.. haven started studying at all.. sigh.. i'm sucha slacker man.. i hate it. i HATE IT!!!!!!!! more like myself. but i cant hate e works of e Lord. sigh sigh sigh!!!!!!!!! *bish get a life tiff. arrghhhh heck man... my life is so freakin screwed up. okok chill tiff. anyway my mum gave birth ytd =) still cant get that she actually gave birth!!!!!!!!!!! wooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey it's pretty late now.. so yeah i'll juz talk abt X nationals.. sigh.. i'm really proud of MG man.. e true spirit of X country pple were really shown on wed.. i seriously didnt expect a 2nd ok.. i really thought we wld have gotten 3rd of 4th.. cuz of me.. i was like... suddenly dunno what happened.. i juz got this *whoosh!!!!!!!!* in me.. and i started sprinting.. [k almost sprinting lah..] then over took christine juz b4 e slope part.. and during e slope right.. i didnt really feel that tired as last time? yeah.. then running e super long road.. starting going faster and all.. suddenly saw yihui.. really shocked e life out of me.. i was faster than yihui!!!!! then.. my hyper life went down.. cont running.. suddenly saw this familiar cross.. it was joy... damn it man.. she seriously gave me joy! haha ok.. anyway it was like i could see her lah.. and it's quite an achievement to already beat teo.. and even see joy ok! maybe she wasnt running her best. but anyway.. after that i got bad gastric pains..really really wanted to stop.. but i was like thinkin over Mr Ng's words.. "u are not only running for urself.. but for ur frenz.. for e team.. for e sch.. and for e Lord" and that really made me *yeah!!!* so i cont running. haha.. err.. ok.. anyway i was already feeling hunger even b4 e race.. ate at 11 running at 4.. yeah.. then run and run.. sigh.. damn pissed w myself.. i let a whole lotta bunch of pple over take me.. and i didnt bother to race after them! my stomach really hurted a lot.. and at e ending line.. i was still at my slow pace.. then suddenly i could hear ACJC screaming and shouting " go mg go mg" and all.. and i could tell that i was e only mg.. so obviously they're cheering for me.. and i kinda didnt wanna let down my seniors.. so i started opening up my strides and all.. e last part is always e worst.. where everything counts.. there was this gal in front of me.. suddenly teo caught up again.. that's how much i 'slacked'..sigh..in e end teo..28th me 30th.. well it was e best i could do.. we got 2nd!!!!!!! really proud of it.. anyway my dear dao-ish fren chris ong got jabbed in e stomach and kicked at e ankle.. poor girl.. and i lost my watch during e race.. sigh.. poor me.. haha.. luckily only $10. k that was cheapskate
C div
weilin.. she's a netballer.. and the best runner.. got 4th position.. and it was a super good performance.. w/o her.. we wouldnt have sucha good position.. not saying e rest are bad.joyling.. this girl 4eva laughing.. and even e day b4.. she said she was gonna cry.. she kept telling me how scared she was.. but look. on e day itself.. she performed v well.. w e 10th position.. who wld actually expect sucha crazy and laughing gal to be so good in running?teoyihui.. this girl ah.. my bus bus buddy.. haha.. she did pretty well for e competition.. though i think she could have done better.. she stopped for e past few races.. we neva know what could happen to her during e race.. but she made it through! w good results..christineong my dao dao fren.. if that stupid girl didnt jab her.. she wld be so fast.. but time and time again.. things go wrong for my dear fren.. but during trg.. u can see e spirit in her fighting to finish e race. wanpin. our sixth runner.. our runner if smth goes wrong. she's super great. if i were her, i dunno whether i wld put as much strength as her.. but she perserved and finished e race! she's quite good considering her being an old newbie.. =) tricia & halkyan tricia our quiet girl.. always talking to me and giving me advice.. she comforted me when i told her i was scared of nationals[who wouldnt be sad] she took hours[fine i exaggerated] to calm me down.. and she did a pretty good job. and see her during trg.. one of e pple that joined X 1/2 during 03'.. i thought she wouldnt last and wld quit 1/2way.. but she proved me wrong. thanx for being there for me when i needed to talk to some1 and yes.. our dear super halk always w joy and alecia.. always laughing.. and sometimes.. when mr ng gives us e workout.. i'll be like o.O why i be able to finish it!??! i will always hear halk's laughter.. and i'll b thinking what e hell is she doing man.. doesnt she know e workout can kill us? but she always finishes e workout[i think] and she finishes it well! when i did some1 to juz cheer me on during trg.. she's there for me. alecia.. this always laughing gal.. but still strong hearted. still rmbed u said this.. i dont wanna stop! i want to finish e workout! ... so straight-forward-ly to mr ng.. it really boost me up.. thanx.

kk i'll talk abt b div another time.. super late.. and i juz saw a cockroach fly and hide behind this photo frame.. in front of me.. damn scary.. nitex