12 Feb 08, 12:29Junlong: haha abby daddy?!
he came up with that!
11 Feb 08, 21:58chrischng: hey tiff, relink(:
oooh okok sure soon soon :)
10 Feb 08, 01:53aBBy daddy: heyy.. must take care ya? *hugs*
yes i will take note of that. thanks bro...
8 Feb 08, 00:10van: TIFFANYTAN ! so nice to see you the other day! was quite a shock! hahah hope you're doing fine! (:
hey van :) yea it was a nice pleasant surprise! so sorry if i made things awkward in any way k.. >.<
7 Feb 08, 11:30dingyue: Wishing you a joyous happy new year and send my new year greetings to the friends at AMC...thanks!
sure sure.
6 Feb 08, 23:57weijie: hello tiff! happy new year!!! COME SUPPORT ARSE.................NALLLLL!
happy new year to you too. aiyo. arse. hahahahha
2 Feb 08, 12:02tricia: hi tiff. this year i kena my left ankle. i so pro.
hello tricia... nvr send jo off, i went eventually and the few of us had a nice dinner :) t3's really nice !
30 Jan 08, 18:10Junlong: hello.Greetings from thailand! (=
hello hello. welcome back ! gotta return the watch back to you now. haha it has been really nice to me.
28 Jan 08, 19:00loong: boo ya! how's the training coming
dear brother ! hello mr lau. at that time, trg was still kinda bad for me and all. but it's getting better now thankfully. so glad to hear from you! thought army will make you lose your memory and leave behind all the friends you used to have. have you heard that this yr cross natls is held at botanic gardens. very interesting route and much more slopes.. hope army's been treating you fine
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after trg, took a nap then went to clear some stuff in room. i came across this book i have in which i wrote down(in retrospect) anything significant that i wrote down(in my diary) throughout my sec3 year.
they are all just like us with one difference, they try harder
on the calender, i drew sth (on 13th apr, x natls) and said this 'whatever the outcome, it'll affect me for a long time.' (sec3 xcountry yr was my quite bad year actly. even before natls, my standard was alr not gd so i knew i wldnt do well)
then next to it, there was another scribble dated 26/8:" how true. having math now and i cant concentrate. i've NO IDEA why natls 05 is haunting me now. so long already and i've no idea why i feel like crying. there's nth i can do. Natls was 4 mths ago.
"why am i having butterflies in my stomach again? it's just like the feeling i had before natls, knowing at the back of my mind, i screwed up. i cant concentrate in class .__. my heart's sinking, it feels heavy."
then dated 22/9, i put a :( face there.
crosscountry meant so much to me.
past few weeks been really fast, emotional draining, physically draining, every aspect-ly draining . sometimes i really wonder whether it's just me or the situation.
if only , if only ,if only.... ahma's treating all of us to dinner at csc later :) i love her.