i wish i had someone to share all these with ...
why are you denying me this right?

it's a long and arduous route-i'm lost and i foresee dark paths, unknown treaded waters, eerie sounds and the chills, but .,i will try my best to continue. to trudge thru the unknown and the wtvs... but...hmmm

but, promise me you'll be there k? :( "I will nvr leave you nor forsake you"
wherever i may be, i guess i'd want You with me .
you are a lingering constant in my life






emomomo song ttm ! >.<




a hero is someone who helps you hold on just a little longer

The fear of God will keep you from evil (Prov. 16:6)

i dont really like the rendition of this song.. too secular and tainted by those typical pop songs. but i think i like their voices (though i dont like their voices TGT) and the tune at some parts. haha. heard it on the radio and suddenly got drawn to it and unknowingly blocked out mummy's voice oops lol

arghh.. ytd was badddd. lolx. esp at night :(

maybe,.. maybe they dont know what we have

but i prefer him singing it



WAH. impressed by kemingkor2's skills. HAHA. waterproof videocam. and yes i agree the jap song so funny.hahah like korean drama like that .lolx

had a bad dream agn last night but ..aiyah what's new =/ saighzxz sucks

//omg yoko did the video!ok i take back my words awwww so niceeeeeeeee

maybe i care too much. maybe i'm too sensitive. maybe maybe maybe. but i'm really sick and tired of feeling like this... it burns, it hurts. :( i dont wna feel like this anymore. something needs to be done i know, but i dont know what... God, i rly thought this was it. that i didnt have to go through anymore hurt. why must you put me through this agn and agn?? :( i almost believed you for a moment, for these whole time, there

i know i'm a true fusion projectionist when someone says

:it was at fusion

and my first thought was huh, fusion?but i was doing projection.....

when the unspoken rule is fusion=fusionopolis

^^

i like talking personally with people i'm comfortable with (like you crispycookiez ;) )

ANW deb just asked me 'btw are you 21?' cos we are gna do some church work tgt. which i'm really excited for ! we are gna be caring for this malay lady/family in ghim moh =)

and ytd, anthony my track capt gave me an indeminty (see i dont even know how to spell it) form to sign cos i'm under 21 for a FRISBEE ( !!!!!!!!!!!) comp. i just discovered it's a campus crusade initiated thing.. which meiyi and i agreed that ***** is so sneaky hahah . rly hope all the noobs join and we pwn them though ! how fun =x ahahha >.< okok pride comes before a fall

andddddd . for track camp this weekend, i joked abt signing consent form to go for it but meiyi said that under 21 is a must ! yay

//aaaaaaaaahhhh. crap crap crap. i'm so toasted. cooked. etc. craaaaaaaaaap. srysrysrysyrsyrysrysyrysry >.< but you didnt have to be so fierce.... shucksshuckssss.

that's why they call it the window pane (pain) ...

that's one of the rare lines i caught. i like it

anywayyyy ytd in an sms , i typed "... hey. gng for trng now! yay ..." note anything weird??? how abt the word "yay" following the word "trng". i've turned over a new leaf. (but i think it's cos i was just talking to zhenyang abt a pair of shoes he has set his eyes on and wna buy. shoes excite me. and also talking to laine abt coach taking our height and weight. hahahha been two years since i last did that man ! so funnnn)

ytd sham was kinda scolding us. he said that ivp is damn near... in oct i heard. 2.5 mths more. and some of us are not bucking up. while the other unis are trng damn hard now. 2.5 mths how to train for a 12.30 for 3km...... taht's a 10min for 2.4km. and that wont even secure me a podium finish. i rmb top3 must be 12min. what sham said really scared me..and i dno whether to take part in ivp now.. i dont wna take part this year and get pwned. damn paiseh lehhh. whoa, just like that race when i did 13+ for 3k. i was like 200m behind 2nd last runner. weilin lapped me once. i think that ayg girl (she's 4yrs younger ah) lapped me twice =/ damn traumatic....

since the new coach and the new batch of runners came, the trng atmosphere has changed a lot. for one, more girls :) and they are really nice. second, the applause when the coach says " ok, that's it for the day" aft hes done whacking us with strengthening ...when the coach pauses while giving his speech aft every trng, when the coach is done with his speech... yeah. i feel like i'm in a ceremony w this guy giving his thankyou speecch and ppl clapping at appropriate times but in sincere reverent awe of the motivating speech -er . i'm not condemning it, i think it's really funny, as in cute funny. hahaha

i'm happy for ytd's trng which i completed !
i'm happy for a lot stuff and people, whether still in or not in my life
i'm happy for /i cld get used to this/ ..HAHA okok enuf sry

inception tmr!!!!!!! oh shucks. but tuition to handle first tdy =/ oh dear God pls dont give me a scary person to handle