"(while running today, i was ) thinking how like i wont be running competitively anymore and that's abt the fastest i can get for the rest of my life ...."

shit. the feeling sucked bad. i had to relive some crosscountry joy so i talked to a random runner. (but also cos i would make him not continue accelerating... ha. potential man.only sec one.) he's very fast for a high jumper... unless ive slowed down till as fast as a fat blob.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2alGJHvsJ8

i think their voices are good!
thanks weijie :D

*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
i subscribe to the girls channel already
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
damn she has alot of suscribeers >;(
yelena ): says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
wad
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
:(
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
then she keep singing with guys
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
tsk
yelena ): says:
AHHAHASHAHAHAH
*ҺoדςαUсε™ [LOLLIPOP'ED] says:
why ar eu so amused?

that's weijie. AHHAHA. hes such a .... =.= ...i have liability to put this up without yr permission cos i'm gna be as old lao ah pek as you tmr

at least this one aint as bad as those (in jan's words) twit and 'Victory sign' and big eyes and small mouth like that -> O.O and all. actly i think she kinda is. even so, doesn't matter. he likes such girls.

EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! >.<

jerk. i hate that school so stop checking out their -!

for what it's really worth...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsnK_4IWBWc&feature=related

on a side note, in lieu of all the weird phrases i use with a lack of second thought on it;s appropriateness - i got 29/50 for gp essay....!! i'm happy i went times 5. okay. time, you can stop now ha ha

noooo the last days of my youth is here.
i might go back on my 'when i'm 18 no more childishness'

gragra sent me emails to commemorate it.

and i'm feeling rather accomplished.

i watched mamamia which was in arvind's terms damn fairyyyyy :)
i went window shopping . a lot = my legs ached more than when i went to walk w santa claus
i walked the bridge i've been looking at since march or so
i went to kentridge
i sent the most smses in two days than i think i've sent in the last week
i've read one book. in the midst of another, WHICH JANELL I DIDNT WANT TO BUT IT WAS JUST LYING THERE AND I WAS ALONE, borrowed another.
i studied TODAY :D i went back to sch tdy.but i realised i wasn't the only one...
i finally went into harvard library. whoa, seriously man, the ri library is super nice. if i were a boy i'd go thr frm now on to study. it's so homely and beautiful and lovely and all things fairytaley. so much for getting stuck in the rain with libraryauntie and getting invited 'anytime! you all are always welcomed :)' ...zz oh well, it was nice while it lasted.
am gng running this sunday.
am gng back to sch tmr!! argh.
am gng to labrador park with sundaysch.

it is true, they say that these internet stuff are a convenient place to load off memory for easy ref in future. i rmb why i started this rawk thing. cos when i wrote down stuff last time, i could take up to 2hrs plus.

ive sth to share... okay i just will. since i rmb daily visitors. when i was in sec2, i met a friend i've not seen for abt 2-3yrs. thn (apparently he liked me last time) when he got off the bus, he accidentally left his wallet behind. (my friends say he purposely did so though which seems more like it) so we had to meet up to pass it back. but that was it, he wanted lunch and all but i just went off with my friends. hahahaha i think it was really horrid of me but i didnt care. i didnt know what he saw in me. most of you must have seen my ezlink...hahaha.and apparently a lot of girls think hes v goodlooking.which i didnt think so AT ALL. hahaha. we stopped talking aft he got a girlfriend and all. k that's it. just an anecdote to make yall laugh. or maybe not. but it's a funny memory of mine. and i suddenly thought of him. i dno whr the heck he is now..left sch in sec2 and all. aiyoh. therefore, dont mess with the school system if not your long lost friends will not be able to contact you again. ha

OHMYGOODNESS K I KNOW. i think i can account for guys with long nice fingers. it's either gta do with psp or computer games or anything with fingers. gosh, the man at the mrt...his fingers sure move fast.

i sent an sms to the j1 crossers to ask them out. it's really so funny to see their responses
ruiyong was the one that offered to go out first
danielle said ,' i'll be there'
raina said ,' sorry we've ____'
susu said ,' thanks, let me check whether we've ___ then i'll get back to you'
samuel ' ah! ! ! got ___! maybe we go after? ! ' (i just rmb it was v exclaimed and excitedsounding)

i want to say sth nice about janell. but i can't think of anything. she s not showing any emotion now, because she agrees and has nth against that. HA. chris say sth. janell is the only person who while speaking v seriously etc can expect a damn kiampa reply. but guess what i'm funny so she laughs. when she looks at me with those -_- faces, i know it's all a facade. she appreciate my jokes and think i'm bloody funny. whats wrong with laughing at siblings' jokes? especially if shes funny

HAHAHA. sigh, in such circumstances i still can't help laughing. amanda is the best. oi. before you go harvard come find me first okay. i

wills top. i gta meet audrey and alvin at harbourfront at 6pm. and i'm still unchanged.

one of my primary school class photo

so fat. wahhh nvr run for 3 weeks become fat like marshmellow.

BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so wat book did ya read
yelena says:
poisonstudy
yelena says:
fantasy
yelena says:
i actly enjoy it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so im guessin tat - is frm poison study?
yelena says:
you shld have taken lit
yelena says:
shes the protagonist
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahaha wah sia la
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
big word protagonist all
yelena says:
aiyah
yelena says:
gotta match up to your intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahah why thank u for recognising this genius' talents
yelena says:
it's too big to go unnoticed
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
tats true
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
sometimes i jus feel tat i cant hold in my intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so for the sake of evryone
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
i try my best to control it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
gets rather hard at times

hahahah.

bala. i gna talk gd abt you sia. uh....... actly i think abt you and i think abt your 'eh mate. dont miss me too much ah. next time you see me (after cts) i'm gna be out of the bottom4league alr.' #@()#@ unmaintainable. selittttttttttttttttttttt. okay nth else to say alr. west side sign. hahaa

for the first time in the longest time, i kept tossing and turning in bed. i couldn't slp. i knew i needed to but i didnt want to (but i did). and for the same reason i'm up tonight.

i talked to nat today. (it's a good time. i had some meaningful , deep, proper , non-nonsensical conversations which satisfy my whatever. and i caught up with many old friends today being online. i'm grateful people still acknowledge my presence. )

i like yelena's spirit. i really like how she can detach her emotions and physical pain away from whatever situation she is in.

for these. whatever i'm feeling now-i'm not gna bother myself abt them. i'm gna get over this phase and i'm gna move off. i'm not gna try ,give possible prospects a chance anymore. forget it.not gna take mychances anymore

i knew that when i gave up trying, it will not only be for this one exceptional case. it will cause a domino effect. cos i look at another person and i see myself going towards the door of the same road as before.

i'm still waiting for a email replies from bus boy and from llam.

in no way related to them but .yeah how i met them 2 is very cool (&maybe freaky) so i wanna make friends with them.

18 Sep 08, 13:04ben: dont so stress can. i sit next to you i oso stress

good that i give off positive aura.
prelims was (i'm doing this for you so you
wont send me to the you know where.hahaa jkjk sry) ____ cos most of the time i sit in between ben and xuemeng ,the top 5 students in 6u. so it's damn stressful cos when i'm still on pg 1 they are alr on the 3rd pg. but i feel very smart too cos like you soak the smart aura kinda.

18 Sep 08, 01:13dan c: hey its ur bday soon right??

huh no. over already...so off leh you. so sad. who are you anw ha small daniel from church?

13 Sep 08, 22:42grace!: i'm worse i'm not doing 42km stan chart cos i'm not 18!? haha unlike someone who's turning 18 sooooon. ok next year maybe =)

okay. if we're still friends next year hahaha

8 Sep 08, 15:04debbielam: tiffanytannnnnnnnnnnnnn, how are you? i miss you soooooo much! are you okay and doing good? i'll try to email you real soon okay? Take care.Loooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

:) one night(rather long ago :P), i was lying around and i thought about you. and how i couldnt sms you then i felt kinda lonely and sad. but then again if you were here, you'd not reply me. hahahahha walao. i still rmb taht one afternoon i was feelign.... aiyo. nvm. 2mths 23days 13hrs more and you'll be back :):)

7 Sep 08, 21:57henry: hi meimei. thanks for remembering my birthday but it's on the 8th. Still have time to send an sms to wish me. haha. Take good care.

oops sry. time waits for no man, didnt wait for me too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

6 Sep 08, 21:23-yl: haha i actually believe u when i read it. shucks!. damn dumb. ahhaa!.

it's okay, it's okay... i still friend you! hahahaa kidding. i stupid.

6 Sep 08, 17:20renuka: tiff! my parents just reminded me term4 was starting soon, so all e best with prelims. Hang in there and don't stress, and rmb big picture is A levels

renuka! thanks :) how are you doing man??? oh anw sq left mg alr. cat high's coach alan koh is coaching them now...

6 Sep 08, 12:56Yihui (TEO!): Hey Tiffany! all the best for your prelims! See you with ms Teo next wk XD

ya right... liar liar pants on fire.

5 Sep 08, 16:52tricia: no lah not entirely. hahaha. just the stuff about nitroschool gives us.

thanks for organising the date we're supposed to have as aforementioned though it s not gna take place.

5 Sep 08, 13:57racheltan: hello.

hey fang.


raechelle called me manly. hahahahahhahahah. ay, that means i've joined the cool mixed school group alr right???? ;) no longer in the childish act cute girls sch eeeew grp. SUP.

whose line is it anyway?

aw... wanted to upload a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr funny (if you dont find 'twitch' picture funny, THIS IS ONE I WANT T UPLOAD IS THE ONE ) .for amanda though you dont come here. but i see that picture and i see you. the pervertic smile and sexy pose ...

speaking of which. if i weren't a christian...i think i won't just like guys alone. k nevermind. the end.

darn.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iuy1GSYoOr8

just when i thought the olympics was about the most exciting and inspiring thing in the world ,i discover the paralympics.

reminds me of an invitational rg swim meet relay when a few paralympic swimmers competed before us. i was v awestrucked then too.

paraylmpics super nice to watch. for lack of a btr word

happy 19th anniversary daddy&mummy.

i hate it that youre younger than me but still have 'power' over me. i hate it. i hate it. stop it -whatever shit youre doing to me. cant you be gentler or just nicer..... >:( :(:( i hate myself that i let you get to me. i tried to think about what youre doing to me and how you inflict this on me...but i rather not. thinking abt it infuriates me even more. so YOU. STOP THIS NONSENSE OF YOURS. i'm not willing to accommodate your nastyness.

i'd say sec4 was my peak year. in running, studies, sociality, emotionally, spiritually. whoa, that was the year man... not that it was good all the way. but the downs were good sharpening experiences for me that helped me to go higher.if you know what i mean

give me more good songs to escape to.


if we were still friends, i'd ask you to watch this : http://ietv.co.uk/2008/03/06/a-walk-to-remember/

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If you are interested and fit the requirement below, please fill in the application form attached to this email and attach a PHOTO of yourself and email to amandahong@mediacorp.com.sg .

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3. Not camera shy.

P.S. please pass this message to your relatives and friends who are interested too!

craaaaaaaaaaaaaap. arrrggg go away! you nasty thing. discriminationnnnnnn. xp

aiyah not like i'll go also. i've better things to do in life. hmmm

oh well.ha. i had a chocolate eclair ytd.........it was heavenly. i only took one because i knew i had to share the love- thatwas my fair share of hosting and so i didn't do intentional befriending...unlike someone...ha.

anw yesterday was also a day i learnt that PICTURES DON'T SPEAK OF YOUR BEAUTY.
when i first saw her, wow. as how huahua will put it stunned, awestruck dot dot dot...... nah. not that exaggerated but she's much prettier than i thought her to be!not that i was thinking about her the days preceding ytd.

i jogged/walked for about 50min yesterday.and did my whole yesterday away. i couldn't study AT ALL after that. okay i only did 4 math qns when i'm supposed to have done 100000. i suck i suck. OMG TALKING ABOUT THIS.

adfasjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg. my 4year long dream :( DASHED. i told myself after j2 natls i;ll save up and sign up for the stanchart marathon, get the FINISHER shirt and gloat.
but no. there's youth camp smacked in the middle so i cant run for that. and no, that ain't the worst part cos IT'S THE MALAYSIA !?!?!? so i can't pon the preachings.to go for the run.

oh well. life's like that. it gives you a dream, a hope that keeps you going ,something to strive for, to bring meaning to all the shit youre going through. then whack you in the head when the something is in your reach. or so you think.

and during j1 orientation stupid angeline was wearing the marathon shirt. i knew she was a fraud! 'my friend kope d for me. hehehehee you want? ' !waht audacity. hahaha i'm such an idiot.

the comic thing on top (i dno how to bring it down) is DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARN funny. hahahahahhahahahahahaha. reminds me of rachel ng and jan's friend shanky, shangkai.hilarious people. i'll admit i don't understand some of the comics. but here's another that i understand! http://xkcd.com/298/

LIVERPOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! GO FOR IT. SHOW NO MERCY. JUST SOME LITTLE DEVIL KIDS. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :) ay, i watched them for a bit two weeks back.. and that was it. i could only watch them for a bit and it was too much for me to take. BUCK UP LAH........ and fyi. nobody else unless you support liverpool can say that. thanks.

okay done my fair share of ranting. hahahaa i think i sound so cynical but really, when it's 11.40am in the morning you can't blame the person!

it feels dumb to leave things hanging now.
but what seemed to matter
now cease to exist
i got to go my own way.

Second Chance faberdrive

I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I
don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I
don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)

Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.







i think tt he has a nice voice

the last time i fell out with someone was in sec3
with a logical lead up. and whatever.



it's the season of revisiting old actions whatever thing.damnit.
whatever. waste my time



it's amazing how one can keep other pples' contacts for 2 yrs without even contacting them... i was so touched by her sms. still am .shes one of the most sincere person i've met in my life
if this was the compre qn, i'm choosing to remain the 'anonimity' because i'm scared people might get jealous... ha



















gp was damn bad. and i hate myself for not being able to be as angry as i shld be

:
all i can say is wat you did the past yr plus in JC is alr done and dusted! stop harbouring over it and really do your best this last 2 months! give it your best..
says:
it may or may not be enough but most importantly is you're giving it your best shot.