Tuesday, May 31, 2005

watch the pro decisive(for once) one in action with tricia xp

++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
you'll give me wake up call right
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
call me 1.5hrs before the show starts
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
then i'll wake up
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
get ready and leave my house within 45mins
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
xD
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
hahaha WOAH
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
sure sure
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
so like we dont need to go early and buy tickets la!
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
lol
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
uh
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
last min buy ah?
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
WHOA
(this is the part where our brains started working at a remarkably incredible speed)
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
AUDREY IS ON THE PHONE WITH ME
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
11.10AM
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
1.15PM
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
THE REST CANNOT
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
TIFFANY TAN
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
HURRY UP
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
SHOW IS ABOUT 1HR 35MINS
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
WHAT WHAT WHAT!
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
HMM
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
wait wait! let me think!
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
ehhh
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
i dont mind the 11.10 or 1.15
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
1.15 SHOW!
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
i dont mind being late x) (for tuition)
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
hahaha
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
OKOK!
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
i know
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
haha
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
LOL
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
1.15
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
YAY
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
OK
...
...
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
ok
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
12.30 entrance to cine level 1. MONSTER IN LAW 1.15
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
cool
the piercing words broke my shattering heart into droplets of pain says:
woah that's fast
++ Brainwashhh. (: says:
that was DAMN FAST

i've nvr organised something so big, like a going out to orchard, so quickly. i shld mix with bowlers more. they're a good influence. lol i dont hate bowlers anymore whee
audrey: i wanna watch monster in law!
tricia: yeah i wanna watch that
me: ME TOo!
:tmr k? ok set.

and up till now at, 10.27pm, we've not even decided on anything. NOTHING. yay hahaha. it was so easy getting us together but no one wants to decide on the time etc. and TRICIA IS IGNORING ME. baaahh. heck

Sunday, May 29, 2005

talking abt x ytd makes me rethink
i so can wait for training to resume
i dont want to see the tortured faces again so soon
i dont want to do more intervals to kill myself
i dont want to take the first step of a long run cos i'm not allowed, not i dont want, to stop

i hate crosscountry.
hmph.
i'm actually quite pissed at the new yellow fluffy person
just because of him, our training resumation* is delayed
bah. not fair. i want to run again.

*disclaimer:this word doesn't exist. and i know i'm trying TOO HARD to keep identities disclosed x) check out the contrast. i dont make sense at all. cross doesnt even cost one cent anyway.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

...dad's intepretating a korean show to my family. he's getting too excited over it

i miss our cross gatherings. and wanpin sounds totally like gwen stefani in that hollaback girl song! lol. can imagine wanpin singing it with hoiyan and prob beverly dancing spastically to it :)





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after so many mths of not touching one of my older journals, i just realised how much i've changed. i thought my walk with God has just slided a little, only. it has only been 10 mths and comparing my relationship now and then, my heavenly father is just another acquaintance. my life is being led by time, by the hands on my watch. i'm letting time and the fast changing world take charge of my life.

anyway funny how i reconciled back with my already forgotten book. rachel's in need of a verse for dance camp, i so happen to have one from IPC, last yr, and it coincidentally happened to be in that journal.

....

i'm badly shaken by this incident, kinda. feeling super confused and emotionally tensed. i think it's a sign of falling in love

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

wheee i seriously love physics x) the physical girls are so bonded! since there're only 11 of us. i cant wait for our next lesson on friday! yipee. and i'm really looking forward to our looking forward to our gathering on monday and tues during the hols!

OHYES. my L1R5 20 barrier is NOT hurdled over! dang it. oh wait but it's without moderation. and i've not minus my cca points and affiliation points(if i do produce good enough results for ac)

i've decided.
if i'm going to ac, i'll be going there with my own merit.
if i cant get there, i'll go rj. push myself.
if i dont wanna wake up extra early, i'll go hc. xp
i suck man. lol

plus xcountry race tmr! yay yay yay yay. i miss races. sigghh. oh well. to quote linkinparknjayz

I came. I saw. I conquered.

plans to prosper me? yup i agree. thank you Lord. you're being really nice to your child, too nice in fact. oh yeah, i love my church man. really really love it. one of the articles in the newsletter opened up my heart and cleared my mind off a lot of .. doubts. yes doubts. i think God has to be speaking to me. one humble, innocent line wldnt mean anything at all. but it did to me.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

my brother's SUPER cute

flag day today was tiring. walked from ck tangs to botanic gardens. walked one whole round inside there then walk back. fun yes. tiring YES. but i meekly declare i've less than $10. other than the fact that my two other partners got so much more. haha

some people, mainly targeting the guys, are so goon. if you dont have any money, it's ok. really. who goes for a walk with his wallet anyway. but why offer to donate your BANANA?! goodness. even so, who goes around botanic gardens with A banana in hand =/ btw i've nth against that. i'm fine with it. and i'm not insulting him or anything. i love bananas. i'm just..amused. hahahaha

boo big walk tmr. TEN KILOMETRES. seventhiryam. kallang stadium. whoo
it's my best
but to you it isnt good
nothing will ever be good enough for you


leg paaaaaaaaaaaaain. tricia's fault. hmph. run so crazy fast way beyond my unfit ability then i slow her down way too lac for her. oh well. fun run!

talking to yvonne for the whole afternoon is...eventful. talked to her a lot. just that it was mostly abt studies x_x thanks yvonne for keeping me company!

teo has a gift for/of praying . ying chong can comfort pple REALLY WELL.

results were..cant really say it was shit. but ahh sad day. just really happy that i broke my 20 barrier for L1R5. and i just found out TODAY that combined humans is a compulsary subject for l1r5!
1. i literately gave up on history on the very first lesson.
2. i wasted 5 whole mths doing rubbish.
3. i got the honours of the lowest at every history test.
4. i dont listen in class at all but mumble shit to lynette all the time not getting the message through. actually i dont get what she says 1/2 the time too but it's fun.
don't get me wrong..the teacher is really great.

everything was pretty okaaayyy except for physics. TIFF! physics leh. ahh heck. i didnt have enough time practising anyway. God's kind enough to let me get 50%. but it's science!!!! oh maaaan. i think i can go rj or hc already lah. dont need to even consider ac. hmph. :(

today's pcgm meeting was great. though i was really paying attention. and that crescent girl is super funny. shucks i forgot her name again. ok then so now i like crescent and only dont like sc. i'll nvr like sc. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. last yr. ._. boo. long story. ok i'm bored and just felt the need to update

oh yeah. NVR run with your phone. unless you dont have a watch and need one desperately that is. so yes, NVR NVR do that. goodness tricia was just quickening her pace when my phone rang. then yvonne's hyper voice was ," OH MY GOSH. i saw ____ at the bus stop!! *100000" wah. i was already dying and still had to talk. but it was fun hahha

Godly women of Excellence with a heart of Love

Monday, May 09, 2005

was suddenly reminded of the comical scene in class each year during marking attendance

1. kana hin en jin*
: here
2. kana hin an jin*
: here
-pauses-
are u girls twins?

come onnnnn. if the two of them are twins why on earth wld their parents give them such simliar names

*names have been changed to protect the identity of people

ok i'm really^2 bored. having mentality talk to thyself now. 1 chpt of history tmr! wheee. oh oh guess what. i'm lowest in class again for history! i think. wld anyone get lower than 3/12 =/ i cant believe people can actually complain about their 10/12s. maad. oh well. choosing sshist was a major accident. or maybe for once :) i should just study for it. my humans are so gonna screw up x_x =( sigh! oh well. i shall starrrrdieeeeeeeeeeee uberly hardly for chinese to keep my hopes up for 12. 12 12 12 12 12. i miss x. yes i do miss it. can you believe it!!! gee. and i'm really anticipating first day of training. literately. you get what i mean. n we only can have crossdinner after 30th mayyyyy.

i dont wanna go east coast anymore on wed. i want to go home and sleeeeep. or watch coach carter! x) it takes a lot of energy to build sandcastles too. and cycling is SUPER tiring for my legs.

i'mbored^3

Sunday, May 08, 2005

XIA XIA XIA XIAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

stupid rachel/

grr i'm bored. i'm so wide awake and i'm not studying physics -.- grrrrr. ok i shall go DO physic qns and not study it. dont worry, my love for physics still stands :)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weakIt's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is trueI know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

(longest song ever)
i've a comment on this singer:
he's good-looking i realise.

cheerios. btw, i dedicate this post to rachel wang. u and your STUPID XIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. =P ohyea the song isnt for u, obviously. it's for meee

Saturday, May 07, 2005

"Mothers do things from an overflow of love for their children and not a grudging sense of obligation."
-Saturday strait times

happy mother's day, mum

Thursday, May 05, 2005

i therefore declare PHYSICS the better of BIO.

BIOLOGY sucks. PHYSICS ROCKS =D

bio can go be scissors. muahahaha then physics win bio!! woohooo

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

7 more daysssss! =D

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go,
There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

to: my dearest mrChem =)
there's no CHEMistry between us but i hope u go your heart out and try to win me back. 4 more hrs till i ditch u. muahahahah i'll see u 2 mths later. till then

add math was screwed >.< 13 marks gone down the drain. oh well it doesn't seem as bad as natls.