If i walk, would you run?

If i stop, would you come?

If i say you're the one, would you believe me?

If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.

The world is catching up to you

While you're running away to chase your dream

It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?

Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull

If i give you my heart, would you just play the part

Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.

Am i catching up to you?

While your running away to chase your dreams

It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change

And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love

I can hide up above

If i walk would you run

If i stop would you come

If i say you're the one would you believe me

i like fame leh. the talent so raw. anyways congrats to liverpool. hahah rachel is a convert ;) yes. we did damn well man. i dno wht happened to manure cos liverpool just took my breath and attention away. but thanks .

last sunday go catholic church service for first time. it was damn nice even though i watch the service from a tv screen ._. the whole feeling it gave me was like thad's service kind . dno what about it lah

oh ya. my first movie without my parents was the italian job. and.it was a #(@) good show.

12yrs drummer bgt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfoAWZMGeVg&feature=rec-LGOUT-real_rev-rn-HM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1h52vnsQ00&feature=fvw

WHAT THE HELL. the next available driving slots are in january 2010!??! shit man. i forgot holiday time the people go crazy over driving... anyways i am getting pro er at driving. is quite fun. but i must still work on my braking.damn disgusting.

on that note, i told pa i got a surprise for him. which reminds me to say, daddy is a damn good person to pull tricks on. because he wont probe to ask what it is. he will just live life normally and find out. he last time try to teach me how to reverse out of parking lot (which is not the normal kind.is sing-eh kind that even my xiaoshu cant do properly XP) then he got scream shout bang the car hit my head for. but. today when he ask me go collect something frm the car, i decided to show him that i can do it. and i did it! on first try . no need for going forward then back then forward then back again...etc. just once. and i checked, it was beautiful. then i left the car there in the sorching sun , it so happens got no shade there. so when he leave home, he will walk to his car in the sun, and be damn pissed off the car is so damn hot. but he will rmb that it was ME who drove the car there and he will be so proud of me i aint a 'typical girl driver'. so he will be so angry and hot yet happy and proud of me. LOL damn fun.

last night i dreamt that ahma died. damn shit scary. and i rmb blaming myself for getting so close to her.

i borrowed the switchfoot cd for the week and its so nice.
i dno how to burn so i will youtube them LOL

dare you to move http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQX9krZ23B0
meant to live (omg acoustic live : )http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmmW6HSlhMA
stars http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t90B_SRY4Wg
oh!gravity http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-sqZa9j76M
this is home http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0ykm1v9xbU&feature=fvst
learning to breathe
awakening
this is your life
on fire
only hope
dirty second hands
love is the movement
company car
lonely nation
the shadow proves the sunshine
concrete girl
twenty-four
the beautiful letdown

lazy to check up the rest on youtube. here is try by asher book again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_BGRIrMUzY wootszxxxc

go watch .goal by balloon.liverpool vs sunderland. NICE shit. things really can get worse hahah

owl city fireflies

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
lit up the world as i fell asleep

cos they'd fillt he open air
and leave teardrops everywhere
you'd think me rude
but i would just stand and stare


(chorus)
i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay
awake when i'm asleep
cos everything is never as it seems

cos i'd get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
asthey tried to teach me how to dance

a foxtrot above my head
a sock hop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread

(chorus)

leave my door open just a crack
*(please take me away from here)
cos i feel like such an insomniac
*
why do i tire of counting sheep
*
when im far too tired to fall asleep

to ten million fireflies
i'm weird cos i hate goodbyes
i got misty eyes as they said farewell

but i'll know where several are
if my dreams get real bizarre
cos i saved a few and i keep them in a jar

(chorus)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw

500days of summer. interesting stuff. and i think i am finally interested enough to watch sister's keeper. janell say it is good story

"Noah was lucky since he had frequent visitors but too many of the others spent their days watching television to escape the loneliness of their final years."

then i went to pick ryan up and the kids were watching tv too cos i think the teacher finish teaching them alr then they waiting go home. i told janell my interesting observant observation then she said "they grow up watching tv and they die watching tv" .quite sad seh .but like that is the way it just is lah.

goign for some driving stimulator lesson tmr! quite excited leh. some sir talk abt it like some video car driving thing machiam daytona or what .yet i dont think is lah since none of my friends ever mentioned abt it before...which reminds me what a sad pathetic social life i have x_x hah. not that i am complaining. i got my hand of trusty friends whom i am v happy with.

which remidns me someone is coming back!!!!!!!!! i cant say in case her other friend comes then spoil the surprise hahah what are the odds .raechelle pokfulam is coming bacccccccckkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited. which damn as laosai reminsd me that i need to go back rjc to talk to luke .... zzz stupid mistake i made at 16years old -.- i hope i dont see mk..

oh ya also i want to talk abt a dream i got 2 nights ago. i finally can logicalise why i screwed up a levels. wah my dream really sucked man because of the struggle i was in but when i woke up i realised that it had always been so. i stopped COMPLETELY doing tutorials in june j1. (i unofficially stopped aft 1st 3mths) then i just didnt bother .for promos i conc on math so i got my A and was good. then in j2, i tried doing but damn tough lah cos the topics more or less intertwined so if i want to start i knew i needed to start back from j1 topic 1 for chem physics and econs. on top of my current stuff. sound damn daunting so i keep procrastinating and all that shit then just didnt do at all lah . so liek that , i go into the exam halls soaking up the smartness of the top students in singapore,get stunned by qns i always saw in tutorials with no ans from me but teachers and peers, and look out at the window. (it was always fascinating to do so. cos here we are inside a room and everybody arnd are chionging their ass off and writing like dno what in some piece of paper to be flown to cambridge so that our destinies can be determined...all the while people outside are gng abt their normal lives- keeping the streets clean, driving off to lunch or a meeting or wht. the comparison intrigued me)

so there. i am resting like i always have for the past few years just that now i got no label of "school" to have an excuse for as such . except that :" aiyah my alevels damn lousy. yes rj damn smart but i not smart"

i am not complaining .just saying so !

i look 16,17 years old..12years even to someone that lives with me. and i am not taken seriuosly. but i dont give a shit anyway ^^

it is painful to let go but it hurts more to hold on.

why does things always turn out wrong :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_BGRIrMUzY

how is it that....zzzzrah. damn it. i must stop this shit right .i think even the people arnd me are getting pissed off for dwelling over this for so long. hahah did something this morning that i shldnt have. but i guess without even that, i will still feel that they think so lah.

but i must say from this i learn to depend on my friends more yet be more independent as a girl.

Dear John was a nice story. i was very moved by the story. maybe a bit too affected also lah walao haha .

today i saw a old woman sit alone in a restaurant, dress richly those kind, and ordered pasta and some chicken meat thing. remind me of last time when i looked around the scenarios in hogsbreath and sakuraya. heart wrenching. i dno why everytime i see such thing i feel like crying

this is a chain mail but it is so funny!!LOL... i got tricked.

It's an old story that we read in Class 3 but with a new ending.

A hat-seller who was passing by a forest decided to take a nap under one of the trees, so he left his whole basket of hats by the side. A few hours later, he woke up and realized that all his hats were gone. He looked up and to his surprise, the tree was full of monkeys and they had taken all his hats.

The hat seller sits down and thinks of how he can get the hats down. While thinking he started to scratch his head. The next moment, the monkeys were doing the same. Next, he took down his own hat, the monkeys did exactly the same. An idea came to his mind* He took his hat and threw it on the floor and the monkeys did that too. So he finally managed to get all his hats back.

Fifty years later, his grandson, Sukhwinder, also became a hat-seller and had heard this monkey story from his grandfather. One day, just like his grandfather, he passed by the same forest. It was very hot, and he took a nap under the same tree and left the hats on the floor.

He woke up and realized that all his hats were taken by the monkeys on the tree.

He remembered his grandfather's words, started scratching his head and the monkeys followed. He took down his hat and fanned himself and again the monkeys followed. Now, very convinced of his grandfather's idea, Sukhwinder threw his hat on the floor but to his surprise, the monkeys still held on to all the hats.

Then one monkey climbed down the tree, grabbed the hat on the floor, gave him a slap and Said

"You think only you have a grandfather !!!???"

2) I PASSED FINAL THEORY TEST. pa was so shocked when i told him it was my 7th time doing final theory stuff. he disappointed at a stupid child like me.. sigh

3) i bet they dont come my blog so i shall just say it.aiyah i dont care. why the hell do pple keep insisting to add others on facebook? i talk abt my case. see. i add you alr, we dotn even talk at all so i delete you cos you are wasting space in my facebook. then you keep trying to add me back again. damn you. when i finally add again you dont do shit again. see your name on my facebook make me feel so -.- what the hell .... hahah

4) http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/hog_s_breath_cafe_vivocity/
i checked it out last time .there is half an article on me!! i am so touched the man wrote so much abt me... my actions are really that commentable. lol

2) I PASSED FTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

5) i am giving tuition and i feel v frustrated. how ... why am i such a bad teacher. i want secondary school kids.

6) yeah. i guess it is only a bday.

16. You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. x_x tsk..lol.

19. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool?

22. If a convenience store is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the door? (eh i did think abt that! YES. i am intellectual ^^ )

35. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8Oys48r5CA&feature=related

the lyrics: http://www.musicsonglyrics.com/try-lyrics-asher-book.html

his voice so nice. and sincere and simple sounding. sianz how come some people can just sing so nice one sia .

my juniors treated me to 6$ movie and $3.50 lunch hahah super funny the way susu tell me is a treat from them.such thing only can come from runners hahaha :)

today evening i went to watch UGLY TRUTH with clar at goldclass! waseh.... 40 bucks for just damn comfortable chairs... -.- zzz the money gone like that so heart pain but ma pay so whatever lol. but the chair seriously damn shiok.

and i was thinking the girl really damn lucky this handsome nice doctor (who has damn nice apartment ::: ahahha) likes her. but i see why she eventually broke up with him .cos like , he really kind of too perfect alr. he is more of a poster boy. like skandar keynes. drool and go crazy at him on paper only. a person shld have flaws so that others can truly love him for who he is inside out.

final theory test tmr... i am so scared of failing that i might just pon this whole shit damn thing all together. just as how i have been doing for everything that matters v close to my heart. run away from it. avoid. dont give my best. pretend to myself and the world that it isn't that impt to me.. how- i really need to learn how to take rejection then i will be totally free of hurt