Stop telling God how big your storm is;
Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is!

:)

Good is an enemy of great.

(hey i dont ONLY want to be good; i want to be great)

Smart people learn from their mistakes,
Intelligent ones learn from others'.



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God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way.

Lord, please pick your stumbled child up.

i realise that humans generally are bad listeners so i've programmed myself to bottle up. boo it's not my fault!

anyway i feel weird around YOU : it's not you; it's just me. honestly i'm not looking forward to meeting you. i'm scared. it's gonna be sooo awkward when i've nth to say. i hate it. it encourages tension eh

http://www.andiesisle.com/icanonlyimagine.html

It is you alone Lord Jesus who can cause the coldest heart
To find your love and everlasting peace

running has no reason to give me up x)

Tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.

... my brain's thinking too much. i'm tired and stressed out by expectations of others. partly also cos i KNOW they have expectations of me but i cant seem to pinpoint what. why cant you all just tell me what you want of me? i'll change.

was in the midst of a bus transition at dover when this shabbily dressed old man sitting across me caught my eye. after a while, he reached into the head-hole of his shirt and pulled out a name tag that hung loosely around his neck by a string. there was a paper inserted with many wordings but since i was opposite him, i couldnt decipher the seemingly microscopic words. he showed the indian lady in front of him the card. in shock and fear, she ignorantly shook her head and continued looking straight without even turning to look at him. after a few more stops, another chinese lady came and took the seat next to the indian one. again, the old man reached for his tag and approached the lady. she too got a shock and shook her hand irritatingly at him. she jerked her head back a second time to scorn at the state he was in before settling uncomfortably at The Seat.

rejected, the 'se lang'-looking old man sunk deep into his seat.

the bus is approaching dover mrt. i still am looking at that old man, wondering if i'll ever be a 'target' for him to terrorise. oh no...he's reaching for that tag again. shoots don't pick me! please no no please please dont come to me. i'm innocent; God help me! ok hold on. did he just glance at me? ok no, NO. it's just my imagination, right? besides, i'm dressed for trg; how attractive can i be. crap. he's taking a step forward. oh shit shit shit SHIT. he's coming towards me! i'm breaking out in cold sweat. shit what do i do? oh no; God HELP. he stretches out his palm with the tag on top. ok chill. no big deal eh? i'm just gonna read whatever's on it and if he ever does anything funny, hey. i'll just grab the guy's hand next to me =D ok so curiosity overwhelms me and i lean forward to read the card;

Lee Mock Ting*
S8990384K*
23 Dover Road
Blk 34 #094-56
S(573953)*

wow what neat handwriting. ok focus. didnt we just pass that place? no oh no. where's dover?? it sounds flowerly familiar! ok fine i give up this game. "Sorry excuse me..." i say to the lady next to me as i point to the card the guy was holding. "ohh. uncle guo le. uhh di di dao(hokkien for it's there" the lady responses as she points behind. "orh" he grunts as he staggers out of the bus.

haha. ok basically that incident(today)lasted for abt..7min. but that few mins seemed like yrs. and through the few mins i saw how ugly a singaporean can be and how beautiful she can be. i detest that old man's children ... it's just like a dog walking around with its (dog) label. and when he gets lost, others can bring it back to its owner by looking at the address on the tag. ?! what were his kids thinking about?

on to other stuff, we played jigsaw at teo's place! tricia's a 'genuis'. hahaha :)
today's trg was...scary. unexpected. pressurizing.

*they arent true. i did not even look at the words properly actually

today i woke up at --:--am and got a shock! so i quickly played with my brother (couldn't resist), brushed my teeth, bathed and rushed for the bus stop near chij and took 855. oh yes it was raining so i brought along my umbrella! the SIA looking one. then i dropped of at st margs. it was so funny. there was this girl that accidently sat on the wet bench at the bus stop and she said ," shit!" and sat at the bench i was sitting on. who asked her to avoid a girl in mgs uniform. after that, i took (some bus number i forgot) and i had to pay $1 for the fare! my ezlink is negative and i had no other loose change. after alighting at the mgs bus stop, i 'rushed' up the hill cos i was almost 45min late for chinese enrichment lessons! when i entered the lt, the laoshi just gave me a 'haiyoh. why so late' look and asked me to sit down. i sat next to ellen! she's so copycat. but heck. i copied her work too xD i was one of the first few to get my fillintheblanks for the chinese song all right! :D i was so excited but darn; b2&b4 still couldnt be released. we had to watch a super touching movie. so all in all; our hw is:
1)hou gan for the sad show
2)learn that chinese song
3)practise that dialogue thing with partner

after that i left for kap with kara, this super giggly sec1 girl and hannahxiang. macs food nvr tasted better. heh. i sold my drink to joy for $1! no soft drinks for me.....

ok this is getting boring. if teo and chris were here, they'd be hating me :P hahaha. enjoyed reading what i did for the first half of the day? :D haha! okok anyhow i just wanted to say this;

I got recruited into SSKCC!