HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NICOLE TAN SER HUI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.


When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.They may teach you something you have never done.They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.Your job is to accept the lesson,love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


a person comes to mind after reading each paragraph. all v close to my heart yet in different ways. quite agreeable yet debate-able but a good read

tmr will prove to be a challenging mornign O.O zzzzz. . . . . . exciting~ ^^

"- cut her hair short, i watched the whole thing. she's psychotic but i guess ppl like her never really cared what others cared so it was a very easy thing for her to do. its a bob now so she says, 'My name is bobby now.' OKAY "

from janell. actually she is quoting herself.

anyway. i v stressed from teaching . need water. but to better news, i am going to scout for a bicycle tmr! in 5 years, i be scouting for a vietnam husband. because. i am getting old alr lahzxzx. shit.

the heart is too weak and broken to feel any hurt.

oh shit. today walking out of the road, i saw this rat. i think kena run over by car ah. WTFAKDJFAKLDFJ damn sick. gross. disgusting. cos like the stomach there kean cut open or what.then can see the intestines come out. really machiam worm shaped or what .damn sick sickcisciisksk. argh.

http://redsports.sg/2008/04/24/49th-inter-school-cross-country/ hmmm

ytd i had a damn bad headache.

and i had a dream. i dreamt that i was gng back to rj to train. and since i so long nvr go back,i forgot to do a lot of pre trng prep. then like when it was time for trng i suddenly rmbed them all .

ihavent tucked in shirt.
i forgot to change into my contact lenses (one of them broke in my rush so i was half bad-sighted - prob inspired by last time rj track trng when i rubbed my eye while running and the contactlens came out :o -.-)
i got lost in the school compound
i was not wearing socks
no watch
hair damn messy
i had to go to some damn SCARY place to get my trng shoes (eh when i say scary is really scary. i got a friend to follow me which is scarier because i hate implicating other ppl because of my probs)
i saw the bunch of runners alr at the field (mind me, it was a bunch of runners in the familiar colours but i could spot certain pple,or was it person?cant rmb, in particular) with queen&table standing there with the faces on my msn display pic

it was damn hell nightmare because i v often last time get dreams of being late for trng then i try to chiong there to make it in time but everytime my legs cannot move like damn heavy. and i v scared of queeny. walao so many mths alr but the terror still stays..... this is not good/

anw i got a tuition kid and she is damn cute. i will try to take a pic and put it up one day. hahha hopefully is not invasion of privacy or what. and more impt hopefully auntie kelly dont fire me before that x_x

facebook twitter must change to blog one.

i think twitter damn mafan and dumb but nvm. i am 18 only once. ytd i put on make up to go out! because of yingchong but nvm.is a milestone in life because the last time was for sec4 prom.

today i am gng to west coast park and have bbq. lol got such a boring life .

it was only ytd 9mths 5days later after we graduate from rj* that clar**** start to feel the love for rj* HAHAHA. congrats!!!!!! so proud of you :)



it is getting hard
is this how you want it to be
is this how it has to be
the birds that sang our song is losing inspiration