hey guys.. k so like today was our 1st day back to training =) e feelings great. though i know that in time to come, we'll meet the difficulties again like we faced last yr. we'll meet troubles.. lack of time management.. late nites of studying.. stress.. feel so bleh physically and mentally. but this yr, it's gonna be worse.. coz of the new stuff mr ng intro-ed to us. but we all know that w God's help we'll pull thru yeah? i was quite nervous for today coz like.. yar.. 1st day of trg again. during our 3wk break, i recovered fully from the competition.. which was good. i felt that i never had eva ran in my life. that i'm not a Xie at all. but doing e trg days.. i felt that i've smth missing me in.. smth missing in my life. after sch on Monday/Wednesday or Friday, i would wonder during the last period.. hmm what am i gonna do after sch? n i really forgot i usually had X trgs.. and after a while, i juz realised it. i realise that running's part of my life. though my schedule's super hectic, and i cant study that much.. i realise that X country has actually made me a stronger person. X has brought me closer to God as i pray to Him for energy etc during the race. when i had my stitch[which was like killing] during the X comp, i juz wanted to give up. it's true. i duno what got to me. but God cheered me on.. He gave me the courage.. He gave me good supporters that can actually cheer for me that i dont even know. k fine besides judy.[those were the ACJC pple =) i love u AC seniors =)] so i started jogging. jogging ok. and i let a good whole lot of 20+ 30 pple pass me. i thought i was a failure. i felt super demoralised[spelling?!?!?] i really wanted to stop thinkin that i'll be pulling e team down anyway.. and chris wld definately speed up anyway. but my legs juz went on. the power of God. anyway i realised that chris didnt do that well.. and heng ah.. lucky i didnt stop. and coz of all those trgs.. i couldnt go out as much.. but i had my fair share of fun =) go kap lah.. go here and there.. and when reach home late, blame it on trg haha. but it's always the same pple i'm going out w. yay! Xie rox.. they dont make me feel weird.. or that i'm xtra.. coz that's what we are! Xtra.

ok that was out of point.. well today after assembly, went to chapel for Discover Jesus Wk. so sad the sec4s could only watch thru the projecter screen. hmm.. then we watched will hung!!! wahhaha.. and then a will hung look alike came and started dancing.. 4 gals went up to be the girl dancers.. haha rmb that time i went to watch a will hung show then one part the 4 gals went to hold william and kissed him. HAHHAHA yar and jennifer was quite enthu.. as usual.. haha.. and that sec4 gal was so cute!!! dance like it's nobody's business.. haha so cute man. the other 2 juz following him. then we watched part of Scream. gosh it's super freaky. but i dun see y it's so scary until muz scream like siao.. man i wanna go watch those scary shows!! w erm...anybody? haha wanpin!! then scream until everybody irritated.whahha..

oopies.. daddy's calling me.. so yar.. i really felt that i needed to update today.. woah last update was quite... oh. only 2 days ago. but it was rubbish lah.. haha