Thursday, April 07, 2005

whew 1500m went by so quickly. it was just like a breeze xD not saying that it was easy. but i enjoyed myself throughout the race. there's no pressure, cos i dont really intend to catch up with the rest, and i didnt feel mr ng's eyes on me. whee.. only bad part was the last 100m >.< why didnt i open up. why didnt i push my 150%. why didnt i even fasten my stridings. i just didnt feel the need to. i didn't feel like it. i didn't want it. i didn't hunger to do my personal bestest best. gee. that really sucked. i hope today was a lesson learnt. i nvr ever wanna run with that mentality come 13th. i'm glad i talked to jen with her, " ya so obvious you didnt speed up at the end." it was kinda a 'scolding' but i was so happy she was so direct. at least i got reprimanded. i dont want to run at a constant speed throughout the race. i want to accelerate with each step.

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