mum was driving aimlessly. 'medical history' was revived back.
it'll be great to meet Him earlier
it'll be wonderful then i wouldn't have to study or (train) or stress anymore
life will just be marvelous praising him day and day

but the thought of it makes my heart ache.
i mean i nvr know when i'll leave
it kept attacking me and there's nothing wrong in my body the doc can find fault with
this might happen one day and my eyes will nvr see e earthly wonders anymore
........... SEE. i'm not making any sense

i think God is trying to tell me to appreciate my life more
and make PROPER use of it . yes

just an easy childish meaningful song to be brought forth

Jesus loves me, this i know
For the bible tells me so
Little ones who Him he loves(i nvr figured what that last word was)
They are weak but He is strong

so little were we when we learnt this song about God's assured love. and now 10 yrs down the road, you start doubting him. i see the 'brainwashing' back then wasn't really good eh?

(i'm feeling dead, literately)