in speech and emotion, i'm officially out of swimming.
gosh i hate the feeling. something i've built up from young (like gb and tkd) only to go to waste just because of one pursue:cross country.

sometimes i really wonder, is it worth it?

yesterday was a blast. i've the best friends anyone could imagine: the most supportive juniors ever(laura was nice to laugh at my ramblings; merrilyn finally dares to talk to me; rachel likes to dance;my sis has the greatest sister etc.), the nicest, funniest peers and two greatest successors when i leave. and God loves me :) life seemed so perfect then. God must have paused time for that moment.

i'm back to reality now

* when people address things as ---est, it's usually relative :)