heres how i am in a nutshell as put aptly in an sms to a friend: feeling down in many aspects (of my life). but i still can manage a smile, a laugh. so i'm good, i guess.

but of course i must give some credit to the insane company i have ard me.

on a completely random note, i 've found out something. or rather, it has hit me, again.

he still loves me.

i cant believe it...didnt expect for him to reaffirm me or anything of that sort but he did. just been talking with him and asking him to heal my heart, to give me some grace and let me get up on my feet again. but he wants me to know he still loves me. he still cares for me

too unconditional for anyone to fathom..