one of my primary school class photo

so fat. wahhh nvr run for 3 weeks become fat like marshmellow.

BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so wat book did ya read
yelena says:
poisonstudy
yelena says:
fantasy
yelena says:
i actly enjoy it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so im guessin tat - is frm poison study?
yelena says:
you shld have taken lit
yelena says:
shes the protagonist
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahaha wah sia la
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
big word protagonist all
yelena says:
aiyah
yelena says:
gotta match up to your intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
hahah why thank u for recognising this genius' talents
yelena says:
it's too big to go unnoticed
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
tats true
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
sometimes i jus feel tat i cant hold in my intelligence
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
so for the sake of evryone
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
i try my best to control it
BaLa is thinkin of...... says:
gets rather hard at times

hahahah.

bala. i gna talk gd abt you sia. uh....... actly i think abt you and i think abt your 'eh mate. dont miss me too much ah. next time you see me (after cts) i'm gna be out of the bottom4league alr.' #@()#@ unmaintainable. selittttttttttttttttttttt. okay nth else to say alr. west side sign. hahaa

for the first time in the longest time, i kept tossing and turning in bed. i couldn't slp. i knew i needed to but i didnt want to (but i did). and for the same reason i'm up tonight.

i talked to nat today. (it's a good time. i had some meaningful , deep, proper , non-nonsensical conversations which satisfy my whatever. and i caught up with many old friends today being online. i'm grateful people still acknowledge my presence. )

i like yelena's spirit. i really like how she can detach her emotions and physical pain away from whatever situation she is in.

for these. whatever i'm feeling now-i'm not gna bother myself abt them. i'm gna get over this phase and i'm gna move off. i'm not gna try ,give possible prospects a chance anymore. forget it.not gna take mychances anymore

i knew that when i gave up trying, it will not only be for this one exceptional case. it will cause a domino effect. cos i look at another person and i see myself going towards the door of the same road as before.

i'm still waiting for a email replies from bus boy and from llam.

in no way related to them but .yeah how i met them 2 is very cool (&maybe freaky) so i wanna make friends with them.