there's a saying that we should follow our heart... but if my heart is broken, which piece do i follow?

. ranted abt some nagging issues in my life ( A FEW TIMES )for quite some time... and i realise i nvr did anything abt them...

anw i was in the sun two days back and came up with four gross things abt myself :
i am
1) lazy
2) insecure
3) anger-ful
4) prideful

wow thts quite a lot of nasty stuff gng on... haha. and to think 4 years ago i was described as a 'sweet angelic girl'.

to you: i dont know who you are.. but anyway, i cant wait to see you.. :/ :) hope you are too..

(PS. OMG IF YOU ARE MY GD FRIEND, DONT TEASE ME ABT WHAT I SAY ON MY BLOG LEHHH. i get rly shy abt ittttt zzz haha)