51. And still gng. I don't deny tht sometimes I wish it wld stop.... But right now all I need is to earnestly seek god. Which is rly tiring yknow. Right?

Sometimes it feels like ted s conquest to search for "true love". Facing hope, anticipation, the feel good feelings, despair, rejection, getting ignored by others etc...... But up till season 5 episode 2, he's still nowhere near finding his future wife. At 31. Ok la but he's lecturing alr. >.< ha

I agreed with him fully abt looking forward to when we get old and our lives settle down. Steady job, hopefully good spiritual life and being a good role model, having life more or less figured out..

Zzz.

Newaez, first dec! Bringing the start of my new life to chpt 2 soon..... Eepz

Zzz.