Three seconds i did what i did, i realised the severity of my actions. But things tt happen, ppls actions , sometimes are not too dramatic. Sometimes thrs a reason fortheir big rxn. Maybe its sth tt happened before, maybe thrs sth in the persons heart tt you nvr noticed.

So even tho i realised how rude and terrible i was, i wanted to run into his arms and sob uncontrollably as how i imagined i wld in my mind and seek for forgiveness. But i didnt. Because .i got angry for a reason. It may not be because of the small incident tt jst took place but because of the accummulation of things tt happened. Because history cannot be altered, the situation wld nvr get btr. And for tt reason, id nvr forgive you and love you like the way i did. Its rly sad...but i cant do anything about it. Im sorry. I dont have it in me to forgive