' i think this is what being in a rship is like.... 'imposing things' on the other.. sharing the burden, being accountable to each other..showing vulnerability and finding comfort in each other..'

wudeng always insists on sending me back. and only leaves after ive walked a safe distance into my place. however today, i said my goodbyes with words left unsaid. and was feeling really really uneasy. so i decided to turn back and run after him to share that one mere sentence that will sooth the unsettle ness in me.

but as i stood at the road and saw his back, my heart was overwhelmed.  i know not how to explain the emotions stirring in me. but i want to do so some day. tonight, instead of running after him, i decided to stay grounded and watch him gradually becoming smaller and then disappearing down the bend. it was an image i wanted to capture because it looked so painfully beautiful. i shall term the picture 'lonely days are no more' . it was the uncertainty of a young man, yet the hopes of a brighter life ahead. of independence and aspirations, and simple desire to love and to be loved. so as i stood my ground and watched him walk away, sth in my heart stirred