today is a very memorable day. it's not a big bam boom! event that took place. no nth of that sort. just a quiet ceremony that didnt mean more than an obligation to me initially. but after reading an email (from andre), smth struck me and hey, i shld be taking this seriously.
so, what is it? well, to cut the long story short, this morning was the handover of...sv leading or whatever you call it. anabel passed the baton of leading sv to weixian and myself. very quiet affair. anabel went up, talked a bit and said that weixian and i will be leading next, then got everyone to pray with her for two of us. it was empowering...(though i admit i wasnt listening very muggeringly) halfway during the prayer, i felt a hand on my shoulder. realised it was weixian. that touch was...so sincere ,so heartfelt. every christian do have a responsibility to be vessels of the Good news. but, then, it dawned upon me that now the responsibility of making an impact in this secular school is much greater. and were you kinda 'pushing me to the task' Lord? ha..sorry. i must learn to trust more. i really pray that i'll be able to accept my task requirements though. andre and i have the same views on this.heh. and the mg senior i talked to a few times in school.
i was rather...sian diao tdy. plus i got vip invitation. -.- rachel sent a very encouraging sms though.was v touched. then during break, raechelle, candy and i had quite a...deep talk. very extremely grateful for that :) i enjoyed it.the sincerity and trust that is.. ha. talking abt rachelle, she said she found my blog.but nvr tag. haiyoh.
after sch,yingfen,angel and i studied.(oh my what am i doing?!why am i recounting my day) miss them man. hahaha.. introed them to cat and edward. hahaha...screwed up. and that wongli can squirt water!so fascinating. but not on me.zzz.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! to the 3rd guy
before i left for home i saw cat with meily. saw 6D class photo. hahahahha why do all the class photos i've seen so far have at least one siao ding dong. so wasted lah. meily said thad was away on some phillipines or indonesia trip. i feel v bad for putting these two countries tgt.explanation will not be offered.
i'm prob doing that cos i wanna acknowledge my rj friends....?hmmm probably..realised i havent done that before.i thinik. ohwells, i've done my fair share of blogging.
wait! junlong just reminded me. rj\s new overhead bridge is finally constructed! done, furnished and very pretty :) i was so excited while crossing it. even while climbing the THREE flights of stairs.had this extra energy and spring in my steps hehee.
ok NOW i am done. i'm quite excited for tmr. gonna run at mrr!!after so long. with edward. he's trg for sub9 by nextyr.that crazy freako. but i must be supporting as a FRIEND. i thought of whether i shld bring him to e crazy 10k route.hahahaha..but after much deliberate thought, i realised that i doubt i myself can do it now.
yo c, i wish you'd talk to me abt what you talked to her abt man. rmb that night?you said we'd be there for each other. maybe you dont feel comfortable telling me such things...but hey, the love for my, no our, team is there. and my purpose is meant to be there for you.to support you in whatever decision you make. and personally.i want to know your thoughts.i want to be there to be your emotional, physical and esp (as you said) spiritual support. i wldnt dare to tell any of these to you.but i wish you;d know how i feel as well.
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