today. i'm rather...moody upset whatever as i told chris. and i think it's more than partially due to the sudden realisation, actually more subtly than suddenly, that expressing myself through words, through a wide range(or of whatever i had then) of vocab is becoming like maggimee. ah...this is gonna be my first post since that incident without mentioning thaddeus! oops i just did ._.

(i was talking with someone just now abt him..for a v brief moment.and hey twas not tht bad. life is unpredictable...that's true. but that'sonly from a human's perspective)

so yes back to wallowing in self distress. i cannot express myself adequately and properly anymore! so sad. just now chris talked to me online and said something like 'hello i decided to pop by :)' i wanted to give a witty reply but my goodness, nth came to mind. that is how out of tune i am with myself!or w whoever. ah well liverpool's playing tonight against chelsea. and it's more exciting this time cos i just made a chelsea friend.

hmmm, i read a very meaningful quote just now. "Life is like a pencil without an eraser." i wanted to start blogging again.. get my writing instincts flowing from scratch but. aiyah it's 11pm. so maybe i'll prac again another day.

btw nngi, what does nngi mean? and whatever it is i've done that's bothered you, yes we wont talk for another time soon but when we do again, please let me know?..thanks. btw, a short update on my life, i've abt 36days to promos.. your exams shld be abt now right..all the best man..

caijing, it'll take abt 5 yrs of friendship to get a drift of what friend is saying...yet it'll take more than 5yrs to know what friend means. ha.. :) hope preparations for a levels been good :)

sat,sun...two good days i look forward to. no it doenst give me the energy supply to last the week like they used to but rather the peace that i need.\

God's presence, faith, peace, promise. the 4 anchors.
Faith doesnt argue against reason, faith brings you beyond reason.