Wednesday, December 26, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCdZwitrNoY

shared by clar.

anyway debbie is a really special person to me. we were from the same sec sch, we share the same humour (great plus point for me heh), we're ard the same height, great sense of humour, lovable smile, mature when needed....etc etc... :) 'okokokok let's play blind mice!', 'get into the car robin!' , ' OK!' , ''convertible' bus' etc etc.......................

i am here for i am sad. but whatever, it's time wasting to be sad man :( and energy zapping.

i'll try my best nvr to be late again. not for trg, for outings, for meeting with friends, nothing!

anw i dreamt abt someone really unexpectedly ,sad dream. and when i woke up, things went back to normal .but then i felt tears roll down when i blinked. it was scary man...but it felt nice.... =/

in some sense. maybe because crying is a sign of sadness. sadness is an emotion. i've been void of real emotions for a long time.

happyness is an emotion, and i'm glad God gave us such an emotion, that i've experienced.but it isnt like...sincerely happy? i rmb going to tanglin one night w daddy and rach and ryan and slping jan! cos daddy wanted to show ryan the 'snow' (foam in sg). but by e time we went there, the snow stopped its productions. so then we just played with the remains for a while, washed our feet then went back. daddy kena sa-man. hahaha. i was happy that night.cos daddy then drove us to orchard and we walked along....... the fountain place in orchard. ha i cant rmb the name now.but it's somewhat like 'Suntec City'. i'll edit that later. but anw there were many performances, lights :D, and all things fun. and the best part, i knew no one! so i became really annoying:D and janell piggybacked me!!! hehheh.it was really fun. i pgb her too so it was fair and sq.i like such random family outings. i'd love it more if she came willingly and played along with us stupidly too.

yup, okay the place is Takashimaya. =p . such is the life man...not one of rushing from one activity to the next, like how my life is now.

and btw, i'm trying to find my fit in religion again. okay not really religion. but more of relationship with God. they say christianity aint religion but a relationship yes? yup, so that.... i'm finding no rush though =x just praying and asking Him to do it in His time. (somehow i feel like i'm distorting His words. ah well.. running tmr)

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