Love is when-

When my mom makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.

When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.

I stood,
and then I went back.
Is this what I want it to be?
Is this meant to be?

I danced the tango, I skipped to the beat.
I was happy, satisfied-
until you came into my life.
You threw the rope at me, you spun me around, you tripped me.

Anxious, surprised, I quicken my steps
Aroused, startled, I moved with you.
No, i could not have stopped
for the show has to go on,
the show has to go on...

Is this what I want it to be,
is this meant to be?

I stretched, I shouted, I breathe.
I am happy, I don't believe it.
I am happy; I feel happier.
I screamed for joy, you stood there
miles away and smiled in content

That smile...so enchanting
it left me desiring to see more of it
But the crowd calls for us,
They cheer, they call for encores
A good show put up indeed

To you i look at, Hey there
In white and a hat
I took a step back,
Your soul, to me you bare

Lack of amibition and drive
Am i prepared to go the distance?
To forgo my tea?
Oh, sir, i wish you never left...
I wish I stood up for what my childhood's dreams were

Is this what I want it to be?
is this meant to be?
No, she's right.
It's eventually for me,
to put it properly-

For His Kingdom's cause
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.

it's 12 now. took that long to write this thinggamini.and they dont mean anything .just random phrases plucked from the lit-deprived mind, inspired by random prose read throughout the night, put down to words things.