# triciachong. says:
thoughididntgettogooverseas@#$%^&*

now that shes said it :( ....

at the end of my sec4 hols i said nvm, anw now it's only just o levels, not big enough to celebrate... a's. a levels, ah that's big! i'll save up from now to go for a korea trip after a levels and eat all the good food............

one, a's wasnt a big thing to celebrate abt
two i totally forgot abt saving up whn i went rj. local food still best
three wth what's korea?

so this marks the end of my j2 hols. and the end of my real holidays in fact.... come to think of it, my school days, my uniform school days..... aaaah :( and they just banned shorts and shirt and slippers. aiya wtv. who cares.

eesh, i'm starting to think, what actually really matters in this life now? no more exams, no more competitions... ??? education really kills a person's brain if he succumbs to it, like how i did .in ways not the nerds do, that is. so i lose out. those 'nerds', they get a dead brain but with it comes many job offers .:. a secured future. (but seriously, what is a secured future man? a good steady job? a happy stable family?) i wonder whether it is human nature to think that in everything, you either give your all or not even at all -aka give it up. because i adhere to that.its in my nature...or is it in human nature to do so ? obligations are exceptions. but now, my school uniform days are over, i've no more obligations... or do i have them just that i'm unaware?

i read from somewhere that with too much time, a person can go psycho because with so much time in hand, his mind keeps thinking. with so much time for the mind to wander, it can cause a person's sanity. do you think theres a chance it's happening to me?

i dno how many hrs i spent at j8 but i promise it's the longest i've ever hung out for the whole time i've gone to rj. like wow, i'm hanging out with my friends at j8!! :) the library's not counted. i like the library. spending time with cj and tengteng is like living the desperate housewives story. hahaha.of course i only participate just to catch on their excitement and reciprocate... rich, handsome, never attached, strong, angmoh,.......................................? hmmm ,hahahaha they're too caught up in desperate housewives..... that's why i need to be there. they need someone mature, logical, stable, practical to stablise them, bring them back to singapore. aiyah they're all flying off also :( okay.i dont want to talk alr, everything leads to sth sad.

ah like tonight! wanted to eat but no eggs. when i get my own home, it's gna be constantly stocked with food man. AND FRUITS and food.

dizzy with(sept2010) says:
taht time you bet some 100m guy will win (OLYMPICS ah. you can check newspaper for the finalists)
dizzy with(sept2010) says:
then he nvr even get into finals
dizzy with(sept2010) says:
you the best
нυ∂ qυи says:
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dizzy with(sept2010) says:
HAHAHAHA
нυ∂ qυи says:
that's a fluke