when i find myself here at this hour, i know it is not a good thing. it is not a good sign. haha . even after 12am actually.

when i am at ahma's house, i always think these few things
1. i must pass my driving so i can drive her around
2. i want to fake a boyfriend to bring to her house so she will be happy to see me "grown up"
3. i want to get gold for a race so i can bring home the medal and show her how capable she's made me to be

the only thing she can be proud of abt me is that i am not a paikia ahlian i dont smoke i dont do drugs i nvr drop out of school .

looking at things from the start of the tunnel 20 years long. i know i will regret these