http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7c176UyD70

http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/simpleplan/untitled.html

lol heard it on the radio wa siao gd.but damn emo -.-

today, the best day of the week (cos me and let got 4-1 ,nurra sick, more friends to hang out with lol) , was .... hahaha aiyah ob is such a shit ....subject.... whole day talk shit. discuss abt project also must think in a damn 'how can i smoke my way through' way.

then left with s lam, we two went for lunch. which honestly i was quite apprehensive abt lol Initially lah. the whole lunch she just talktaltklaktlatklaktlaktalk and i sit down there and try to listen with the utmost attentive body language. hearing-ly wise i really listen cos ,common interest or what ah. but was just really very tired ... (FROM WHAT I ALSO DNO. WALAO KENA SAI. 4 DAYS A WEEK SLEEP STILL NOT ENOUGH) hope i didnt give bad impression :/
it was instinct to attribute my weakness to the crap i felt in my stomach. instinctive. only.
ah but wtv. dno

maybe i should stop. drop my count to...three. haha. so this is the excrutiating end, and a beginning to a renewed life of the love i had. (eh fang.... i quote your compo leh loll told you i like that sentence of yours )
but one thing i took away from it today, for the last time, is .do you think that's how He felt? when i tell everybody that i've tried so many times alr and nothing seems to happen, he doesnt seem to reciprocate...i'm sick of it, i'm scared of further rejection. so i am like that now. scared. fearful. hung up the gloves.

is it possible to seek your forgiveness . -. am i dumb

.aiyah. damn it. lol didnt know i cause so much trouble to so many others

had a very long talk with janell ytd. i'm not living my life right.