when it gets too sian i motivate myself by thinking abt the day i will

1 go OVERseas
2 because 1 is so far away, go watch movie and soak in the overseas atmosphere
3 lie on the sofa like a snake and watch liverpool

ok so liverpool is still damn lousy,i dont deny, but amidst the lousyness, i still can see glimpses of the charm that got me hooked 5 years ago. i hold on to those glimpses dearly.

which reminds me of my first arsenal fan i knew frm rj who felt so damn freaaaaking sorry for one of lvp's loss that he actly spared me of his teasings, apologised, empathised and encourage me.lol

it's bad to live day by day right..... haiyoh

does not help that i got ulcer UNDER MY TONGUE now :( grrrrrrrr

might as well proclaim it now ;
how long an ave sgporean brushes teeth : 47seconds
how long to brush to have healthy good clean teeh : 3min
how long i take to brush mine : 5min
(discussion topic for last wk for ob hahahaha)

ya i 'SO FREE AH' to time. hahaha. ipone empowerment.

i shld slp but the earlier i slp, the quicker i've to wake up and...go back to sim.

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i feel like .those cartoons with a lot of helium balloons tied to them that they start to float. i try to find my footing but i'm being pulled agnst gravity. i get so caught up in this struggle that ,i cant think straight, i dno how i'm reacting, how i am supposed to. bring me back to earth.
-actly my pertinent issue now is regarding my attitude towards the future. do i really need to study? do i really need to go to nus/ntu? what will i do in the future?
-everytime i think abt j's ambition of being a wedding planner, it encourages me so much. then i go back into the condemning self mode again hahaha :(

the past 3 mondays were bad. is not the first time also , why still let it affect you?so lame.

HA i know what i dont like now. people who ask me all those thought provoking qns and then leaving me hanging after that. what the heck is your problem? you ask me alr then make me think so much then just leave and not try to help?

i asked where the flowers were .
thank God for friends. and for june holidays. i cant wait :) strawberry farm! hahah. but till then....

sg bi
computing assignmennt
exams

sian pon one class costs 104 bucks :( but

i embrace you all ok, ob, computing, accts, stats. get it?i love you <3.will you love me back? dont fail me ,academics...

i hate all these tiger hype. then terry hype. now jack neo's one. wtg nth else to write about ah -.- and channel8 shows.so emo.

ok.enough. snap out of this trance. back to reality. hopefully at least a bit more grounded in my feet. so that i can appreciate my situation now. =)