all the words i had but none the courage

sometimes people hold on to dreams that may seem so far fetched cos they believe life is more than mere cynism

but sometimes it reallyis :( sianz

talked with a 60+ year old uncle few days back at the busstop. he started crying when he talked abt how he went to a church once but nvr went back after that cos 'i smoke and drink. i dont fit in, how can i go back?' and also how he's so old alr and doesn't know how to pass his days... i didnt dare to ask about his family. but i wanted to hold him so badly and tell him tht there's so much to life. i think the most painful thing was that he reminded me of ahgong

i've always wondered why i dont let myself hurt just cos 'it's one sided'
hmmm

half mara today. conclusion: if you wna suffer half marathon for the accomplishment, just heck it and do a full! no pt suffering 'half way' . just suffer full force! the accomplishment is much greater too

ahma called to ask me if i wanted lunch " i want to cook mee sua dry for you. you so long nvr eat alr" :') i really like how she rmbs what i like (not that thr's much to rmb hahah)