two things...

firstly, i think that MAYBE, just maybe..if not i'm just pushing the blame, sim is starting to make me think superficially.
but of course my down-to-earth side can be switched on anytime...i just dont wna think so much anymore because nobody reciprocates my effort.

secondly, it wouldn't mean anything to me+i cld rly do with the benefits+I'M YOUNG ONLY ONCE,

therefore, i just take the chance of it comes along right ??

not like it'll bother anyone anyway plus everyone's doing so themselves... i'd just prefer sticking to one =) haha.

just for the sake of trying + i'm young + i dont wna be so sad inside anymore...

and it doesn't matter what people think because i dont care anymore and they dont know what's happening to me and how i feel. XP

haw haw.... two more papers to go....

omg i'm really feeling so sian now... :( to study.... :(((((


though it REALLY sucks to study "alone" everyday, thank God for joanne cos we ttly meet each other everyday and we suffer tgt..hahaha and distract each other. but yea :)

but i'm still really damn bloody sian to study now.




ok lah. ignoring all the weird add ins by the stupid audiences and disgusting dances, WTV IM' 20 HA, omg. i love this vid. the teachers voice sooooo nice. and the girl at the start. and the girl at the middle part of the song. hahaha