Cos i told myself to jst accept any and everyone on fb, i feel tht my privacy has been robbed of me. Twitter wise to... Ok maybe not robbed, but i just feel so conscience typing anything there! Id feel like im trying t attract attention or sth.. :/ so therefore im back here to my ole trusty "rawkwivme" hahaha. Am trying to do a 2hrs nap, 2hrs read my stuff till tuition at 10 hopefully. 4 hrs of slp. Haha :( i dno... I feel so lost. I

feel so helpless. Maybe because of Lack of prac and unawareness, i might hv pushed things too much w a certain person. I was just checking the duration and the realisation shocked me!! I can be so irrational at times :( sincerely hope tht its jst over thinking on my part and our friendship isnt ruined!! #hesitates for the while. Haha.

Been thinking abt the meaning of life and existence qte a bit lately.. Always do when im chionging for exams or projs hahah :( i guess my upbringing in church has tweaked my mindset to associate the meaning of life with God. Which i dont disagree agnst...jst tht im trying to look for alt ans....?... Yeah :/ what am i doing lahhh. Hahaha zzz.

Made a new friend a work a while back. Whenever we talk, ill be late for trng WO FAIL. Hahaha. Shes rly bubbly and talkative so i jst sit thr and listen actly. Today, the topic was on her family. She was sharing with me abt the spiritual encounters her family members are gng through. Its really scary and intimidating just listening to her recounts. (this can open a door for a whole post of my opnions on this issue btw ahha). But she also shared abt how her family has overcame previous encounters and how optimistic she is abt this one. She spoke with such gusto and hope i actly felt like shuddering. Her faith and hope in God is jst so immense. I dont know whether its my neutrality twds God now, or the state i was in (the 'so tired tht i feel like im in another realm' state) or the "devils work" but even though i felt v encouraged and touched by her story, i was...feeling jst normal la. I thought such stories should convict my heart...

Ok my brain is emptied. I cant think of anymore words to say.

Oh, maybe tht.... If its possible, itd be rly cool if i cld bring sui and ronaldmac to ri for lunch!!!