I dont like realising how stupid i am. I am okay about being humbled and realising how little i know. But not to the extent of being told im a fool and dull witted .

Started on revision so, yay. But still feel like ive unfinished business for today... Probably due to the lack of human interaction...

Lawlz, i only graced the toilet, kitchen and my room. Bluntly put, the 3 most impt things for a human's survival, and possiby happiness, are sleep, the availability of clean toilets to shit in peace and food.

So anywayyyy fang left for oz till sunday :( well, what she predicted DID come true. I have finally started studying. But another proven point severely downplayed that achievement, ha haaaa - 'nobody to talk to anymore'. Siandotcom. For humans to succeed, sacrifices need to be made!!!!!!

#fyi, omg. Running man was rly scary tdy HAHA! Made me jump from my seat. Amusement parks at night are reaaaaally creepy. Amusement parks ,clowns. Something cynical to them... Humans find amusement and pleasure in queer and sick manners hah.

Oh ytd's first was kinda bad.. Made me so upset that i waited till 3am to be exhausted enough to sleep and not be able to do the 'think abt my days events before falling into my slumber'. Was so upset that this phrase came to mind: maybe i should start reviving past rships, making more friends so that i dont treat each rship with such great weightage and seriousness and care.

Expectations>reality = horribleeeee consequences.