when you start to develop feelings for someone, doesnt everything the person say or do seem exceptionally good? No matter how he dresses, or does his hair or wtv, he still looks exceptionally captivating.... Its kinda scary cos i know my feelings for him is growing, i can FEEL it and i know it!!but i cant do anything abt it @.@ hahahaaaaa. A bit like how my emotions suddenly expanded recently.

im IRRATIONAL, heheh... But at least this guy is not real to me so i wont need to suffer rejection~